weeeehee. todae supposed to meet xinyu at 10.
but i overslept! >_< den rush here rush thr. sadded.
gd thing met jason on the bus. got ppl pei mie.
den suppose to do btc proj.
in the end everyone ended up doin ids. LOL.



well. todae's carol's bdae. HAPPY BURFDAE CAROL :)
before poa was kind orf celebratin carol's bdae;
bet she mus be touched ha.
durin poa was another trial test. sigh.
as usual; rackin my brains till it burst -.-
thou it's open bk. wonder how lil i can score. hurhurr.
forget it laa. it's overr =[
anywae after poa was ids. not as bad. didnt doze off.
but had quiz.
can discuss la tt's why can jus pass.
haa. if not think i'll fail. after sch on my wae out; saw des again.
he didnt see mie. each time i see him my heart is so heavy.
sigh. the feeling's jus so indescribable. :(

go meet mommy. as usual acc her.
see i so filial ha. :)
b4 goin dance i recommended her to eat sth;
whr i nv eat b4 as well. cos since morning till den i haven eat anything. ><
went to 'the arcade' at raffles place thr la.
had western food for myself.
it's nice; all thnks to my recommendation =]
after tt walk walk awhile den go true yoga thr.
saw mom's instructor; remo. hehh.
bet he mus b thinkin i'm angry.
cos i didnt tok much. lol.
guess who i saw when goin home ha?
i saw QI EN ! des' gd fren.
haha. my mama sae he lengzai eh. :)
hmmm. not bad laaa.
last time karen also got interest one lor =X
oops. jk okie.

sighs. tmr CATS.
project due tmr.
and i haven even started on my part.
wth. i'm so tired.
eyes so dry now.
but if i don do by tonite i'll be dead;
by tomoro. hurrr.
gtg rush for it le. haix.

tmr gonna meet my darling carrot for lunch.
wonder if ivan gonna make it.
if not i'll b so shy agn enterin e class myself.
LOL.

tired tired tired... =[

<3`
fiive*BECCA

uploading pics orf 1C02; 30may06 ..
first class outing! :) thou some wasnt thr wit us.
lucky to haf such great bunch orf classmates!

todae btc lecture was gd =X
revised abit den released us early !
hehh.
after tt was poa n i wasnt listening at all thou.
and lecturer released us early too.
wahahhaaa.
den went wit classmates to jec;
lunch at long john.
den went to take neoprint.
hahha. funny la =after tt went play pool wit them.
was ssoo fun & i'm gettin the hang of it. -.-"
was much fun wit them.
lots orf luffter n everything.
eh. while playin pool i did sth so embarrassin. =only 3 ppl noe. SHHH. >_<
i'm happie todae;
being able to enjoy wit my classmates.

& one thing in particular;
sour's finally calling sweety - darling :)
so sweeet ha.

after tt went to je library wit carol.
STUDY leh. so guai rites.
but was sitting down thr drawin stuffs -.-
den waited for jeremy.
hahha. he came wit afian.
they were initally so shy. so am i.
hahaa. well. carol clicked well wit them
so i kept quiet.
draw 'precious moments'.
gonna gif it to someone i treasure?
hhahaa. so mushy. eeeyuck!

ehh. abt 8plus abit they faster go rush;
watch bball match -_______-"
wat to do. guys' olwaes lidat. hurhur.

reached home abt 10.
soo tired eh.
sigh. haven draw finish my IDS.
how how how? =[
sianed.

<3s,
fiive*BECCA =]

todae agn almost dozing off in MES lecture -.-"
buay tahan! so slpy man.
and up till now i don even noe a single thing.
haix. i wonder how to pass my common tests.

gd thing got piggy's jacket acc mie.
don forget wat eu promised;
i waiting for my adidas jacket.
teeheehee! :)

went to acc mom over for her dance.
diff instructor.
was so slpy tt i almost dozed off thr.
llucky piggy called.
talked; & bought himself a new phone!
haa. happie for eu la.

juz finished watching 'kal ho naa ho'.
haha. very nice show.
made mie cry from time to time.
omg it's really so touching n sad.
hurhurhurrrrr.

die la tmr lectures again.
really gonna bore mie to death.
sighhs.

HAPPY ADVANCE BDAE TO MY KORKOR! :)

<3,
fiive*BECCA =]

todae suppose to stay at home.
but since piggy wanna meet, i scarificed =X
how GREAT am i ya?

well. supposed to get ready n leave by ten lidat.
but in the end become abt 12.
hahas. cos i was too lazy to get up;
and becos of da rain!
but in the end also ran in the rain. how sad ha.
tk mrt all the wae to TAMPINES!
another sacrifice lor. hurhurr.
& den go find the library myselfff =walk halfwae dunno how to walk liao.
mus prove to the pig i noe how to go.
so opened my golden mouth n asked. omg.
so shy so shy. LOL.

reached le, do hw awhile.
& was pissed agn. hurhurr.
awww. so sweet. put tt ring wit a note.
actually my heart smiling la;
dowan let eu see only. =x lol.
anywae, i like it alot. =]
it's the tots tt count ya~

after library went to tamp mall;
eat sakae sushi.
hahaa. and pls ha. so siao.
went competing wit him see who eat finish 1st;
n who shall be da queen/king for e dae. =hahaa i did play cheat la. but i still the queen for e dae lor.
hehee. walked awhile le; too crowded.
den go his house initially to put things den go out agn.
but in the end spent e whole afternoon thr till abt 8.
hehh. n i was like digging his soft toys. =X
*ehhh. is eu teach mie one okae. lol.

so sadd ha. todae didnt go to ur working place to drink.
nx time mus bring mie go kae!
& i mus drink! not fruit juice huh. :)

abt 8plus went hm.
so nice of him acc mie allll the wae to je n back to tamp.
hahaa. thnks for everything;
and also makin mie smile.
i'm happy todae. =]
& also! thnks for ur jacket.
hehh. i'm from ITALY ok.

thnks to him, i'm an ITALIAN now. hehe haha.
support italy ya! LOL.
thnkiew thnkiew thnkiew.
-_______________________-"
got to do autocad assgn le la. hurhur.
sianed.boring.
tk cre ppls.
gddddd niteyyyyyyyyy.

l0ves,
fiive*REBECCA =]

finally can sit & relax after such a long & tiring dae. hurhur.
first started off wit family as usual la;
breakfast, carwashh, etc.
den mom went for her dance class todae.
waited for her to endd.
remo asked us to join them for lunch.
but too bad we cant :(
cos daddy gonna fetch mie to harbourfront.

reached thr, met xinyu.
& den went to control station meet the rest;
from 1c01&3.
well, they were not as unfrenly as i expected =X
nice bunch orf ppl.
hahhaa. even the one who took us arnd.

eew. went to da office.
& mus wear da safety thingys! ;
helmet, vest, belt, shoes.
OMG. the helmet i wore was old one pls! =and den all da shoes are the guys',
soo dirty & BIG !
hurhurrr.
den went to da construction site;
looks very dangerous.
alot uncles telling us better not work tis kindd.
LOL. den took lots of pics & explanations as well la.

was so hot!
but think the new shoppin centre gonna b nice,
judgin from da construction. i'm lookin forward to tt!

after such a long walk,
finally went to site office; blow air-con
and drink waterrr. hahaas.
uncles thr were frenly n nice =]
& we get to learn alot of things thr!

walk finish le haf to walk thru the shoppin centre agn.
and it's soo paiseh leh. no face la. lol.
den quickly wash up & meet mom dad n kor at ps; tcc.
happy for daddy cos he finally bought d820!
guess he really used to samsungg. lol.

anywaes, went to haf dinner den back hm.
jus so tired tt i slpt in the car. lol.
now mommy's cutting onion from SO FAR,
and i'm cryin in my room -.-"
sadded. todae i so lonely sia.
sis not comin back; pig's workingg =[
nvm la. tmr meetin him.
bet he mus b jumpin all over =X
hahahhaa kidding ok -.-"

alright. i'm tired.
shall stop here.
go watch hindi movie =X
oops. i'm fallin in love wit bollywood songs;
all thnks to mom & her dance class n her frens n instructor!

tearfulmonth,
fiive*BECCA =]

todae finally MES prac cos it's been postponed for quite awhile.
and we're in grps; suppose to measure some ductworks or sth lidat -.-"

den was BTC & MES lectures.
sigh. again i didnt listen at all =[
i'm dead meat.
common tests comin & i'm slackin all da wae.
i gonna flunk it la. sigh.

den 2hrs of break lu.
went to photocopy sth for the MES thingy.
haiyo. we were so noob thr la;
were thr letting ppl photocopy first -.-" doh.
den b4 IT lesson start, as usual guys playin game;
gurls surfing, readin blog watever.

i was browsing thru some blogs la.
sigh.
den somehow i browsed to des' blog.
hehh. has changed ya.
i tagged too.
& he said he was surprised.

my mood lvl of the dae den was getting lower.
well. no use brooding over da pasts ler.

after tt met mom agn as usual go acc her.
den while waiting the piggie called.
chatted awhile, but lots of luffter. heh.
thnks huh. haven been luffin tt much since.. eu noe.
& i was like mad woman tokin to him lor.
some more got ppl beside mie la >.<

don forget wat eu promised mie ok.
sakae sushi, pastamania, pizza hut, etc, O2 MINI, 7610 ! =]
i'm waiting huh. LOL.

SIGHS. tmr mus go to harbourfront constructn site la.
so sianed lors. goin wit two other grps frm other class.
den will shy neh. hurhur.

i'm tired todae. aching all over. cos of aerobics; kick boxing -.-"
piggy went to watch some mtv. tt's wat he claimed.
hope the mtv is not sth like r21. =X
hahahahaha kidding la dehh.
let's go out together w my sis n her bf k!
tt's ur idea as well as my sis' eh. cool. hehee.

TAKECARE ALL.
igodieliao =p

MUCHsadness,
fiive*REBECCA. =[

awww. todae carol last min tell mie she dowan go sch.
make mie dunno who to find to acc mie go sch!
hurhurr. msged quite a couple of ppl.
in the end my darling carrot replied first. so meet her.
hahhaa. den met ivan first, go library find my darling.
lolx. and saw mengxue; my beloved sis! hhahas.
i noe she missed mie alott =X

den we 3 walked to blk 50.
had so much to tok to my darling lors.
she so cuuuuuute wit her hair tied up!
hahhaa. i jus lurve it tat wae.
awww. meeting her after common tests;
for herr beloved's pressie. -.-" i cant wait!

& den had CATS.
sttarted on our proj already. awwww. =[
anywae started raining when havin aerobics.
haha so we jus round 5 rounds only. yay.
todae learn kick boxing. hahaa. toot leh.
quite fun la. can apply these on bad guys.
and when it's time for relaxin; whr we lie dwn n close eyes,
i almost fell aslp agn! =\ LOL.

ehh. waited for cy at bus stop cos she sae wan go hm also.
so i waited & see it's so nice of mie to miss my bus n tk 154;
all the wae to her hse n tk 98 back to je n walk back! LOL.
anywae, had lots to catch up as well. hehh.

woooo. getting used to my baby sony ericsson.
hahas. but kind of miss v3i.
but most of all, i missed 7610 MOST! =[
i don mind having it agn. but alot ppl sae i siao. ha.
hmmm. WAT's NEXT ? it's O2 MINI !!! i'm waiting for my ah bubu to buy for mie lehhh =p i'm waiting waiting waiting ~ LOL.

so sweet of bubs to come meet mie to pass mie jacket actually.
but turn out didnt cos didnt wan waste time n everything.
& so sorrie ar. i was so blur tt i didnt noe eu were on ur wae here =[
thnks for ur thoughfulness ha! sweets! hehh.

tmr is gonna be another boring dae!
hurhurrrrs.

<3,
fiive*REBECCA o.O

todae as usual met xinyu & carol earlier.
but i was late. didnt noe carol was even later -.-
watever it is la. went to 34 to do our hw.
and i'm so fcuked up wit e interior dsgn drawings. sigh.

had btc tutorial.
so lucky to haf lecturer's student arrangin for us to the construction site. cos the ppl thr olwaes don let us go in & take information de.
sigh. mus go thr on sat =[ i cant go out wit my family ? sobs.

had poa tutorial.
suppose to do qns. totally no mood.
i teared. ?
sigh. i hate it.
phew; no one noes. sour's so nice to ask if i was ok.
tt's an advantage of havin a sour classmate :)
sigh. those qns i'm doing all wrong.
cos no one's guiding.
& didnt pay attention during poas.
tt's the consequences.
well. i've to blame myself but not anyone for tat.

after poa was ids.
and pls. it's killing mie!
drawing 2-point perspective after drawing 1-point?!
sigh. i haven even finish da first one.
nobody's helping. sadded.
i'm trying to depend on myself.
ivan offered to help. but thks, was too late.

a dae without my phone was a REAL TORTURE to mie.
lucky xinyu lend mie hers; thx a billion =]
i really cant live without aa phone. sighh.

meet mommy.
went to oceans tower. saw familiar faces :)
& mom's pineapple tarts got everyone so hungry. heez.
tt grp of ppl are so cute;
they don look like working adults & married woman.
they're really nice & funny bunch of WOMEN. =p

well, right now. not doin anything else already.
i'm jus waiting n waiting n waiting for my sis to come back,
WIF MY PHONE!

big SIGHS. tmr IS modules.
i hate it as well la! sobs =[
i wanna pon pon pon! grrrr.

big smile; small sighs,
fiive`REBECCA =S

todae btc & poa lectures. omg. i didnt even listen one bit during poa lectures!
how could i huh. really felt so slpy den.
no mood to concentrate. i told myself to.
but i simply cant. was drawing all over my notes agn.
was so pissed by the idiot sitting behind mie.
so bloody irritating. olwaes putting her leg on my chair. PUI.
think her leg very nice smell ar. LIKE SAI smell lor. yucks.

went harbourfront agn. wit both.
saw darling sis wit deedee. so sweet. i gonna haf diabetes.
deedee's having a crave for sth.
no choice but to help him. thnks much to J for helping deedee.
well, I Had A Bad Day.
don wanna elaborate on it.
wanted to change phone todae. but. SHIT. spoil my dae.
den went to causeway point agn to ask.
had a long ride there. & i'm giving attitude to him.
but i feel so guilty now. I'M SORRY.

the ppl todae spoilt my dae.
it's not my dae todae. sigh.
was taking 178 from woodlands to je. alone.
listening to wang lee hom's previous album.
& totally reminds mie of the happy and fun times in his hse.
together wit him n his lil bro;
playing ps & everythingg. sigh.
i wont be able to do tt in future.

i wanna be happy in time to come.
i don wanna suffer from depression >.<

sigh. might not be holdin on to my phone tmr.

i really don feel like goin to sch tmr. feel like pon-ing.
haix. but. forget it laa. i have to go =[
stupid interior dsgn drawings makin mie go crazy.
i wanna give it up soon! cant take it anymore.

i'm tired. i miss my bed. my pillow.
*i'm TRULY SORRY for todae. i noe i'm an attitude sucker.
i cant help it ya. thx for being nice. & tryin to make mie smile.
just like the pasts.

sighs,
fiive`REBECCA =

todae lessons were OK i guess. hahaa. had MES quiz. open bk. lol. first was 22 out of 24.
but lucky can re-do! think most of us get full marks laa. phew. haha.
once again, nearly falling asleep in MES lecture.
dunno why i no mood to concentrate todae. was drawing all over my notes. LOL.
everything went as normal la. doh.

& happie burfdae to ivan! :) *wonder if sour'd made any plans. oops. =X i shuddap la.

hmmm. den after sch went to meet up wit someone for dinner as was planned -.-" haha.
went all the way to causeway point. hurhurr.
met already ar; go arcade. go walk walk. den went to gelare. haha. he ate the thing was like a shit thr =X but it's choc ice-cream. hahhaa. & i forced him to drink my smoothie. LOL. cos he claimed tt thr's milk when i cant even taste it! -.-" fussy eater & drinker. lolx.
and den we walked agn la cos he wanna "explore" ? hahaa. nx time i shall go to the east and "explore". heheez.

he gave mie a gift! and it's kind orf big one. so we went to metro take a bigger carrier. make mie hold like auntie all the wae home sia. hurhurr >_<
walked abit of pasar malam n off we went hm la. most of the time we actually see toys. -.-" he's so childish =X hehee.
took 178 home. isn't as long as wart binnyi told mie. scared mie when i heard the trip is long. lolx. actually cant wait to open the gift to see wat is it. hurhurr. but i tahan until go home! and..

he actually gave mie a bouquet of ferrero rochers and AWWW. harharr.
i'm touched. =] *thnkiew so so so so much for the gift. so nice until i cant bear to eat it. LOL.
it's nice nice nicey! hahhaa.

sianed. tmr lectures! i gonna be bored to death pls. hurhurr. plus. still considerin if i shld buy my phone tmr. i feel so tempted to change phone! cos i dowan to flip anymore. hahahaha. =will be visiting harbourfront again wit classmate n another fren. haha hoppe they wont be as quiet as a tombstone. LOL. i wanna eat pastamania ! =[ hurhurr.

<3,
fiive`REBECCA

end of my weekends. boring. spent my weekends at home and working . yesterday sleep quite late, was doin my hmk and chatting wif my darling* she say she is my darling not my dear!! haha. she told mi a joke , was quite funny. i really do miss those days when we are together , yesterday we do haf lots to catch up yeah? maybe reali too long nvr had a nice chat wif u . must date u out first if not u r goin to say LONG QUEUE rite ? haha.
Well today watch the 'devil beside you' again. He jun xiang reali very shuai , and the show is so nice, dun mind watching it again.
I do think people who persure their dream are very respectful and courageous. until now i still regret for the course tat i choose. maybe i should reali wake up. WAKEUP!! concentrate on what am i doin now. forget abt those dreams. ][6sIXx-karen][

todae's sunday & i lurve to stay at home! hahaa. slept till almost 12. not surprising cos i slept at abt 3 or so ytd. cos i was talking to my dear carrot ytd till quite late. so sad ar i go already she till got assignments. hehez. actually wanted to wait for buhbiee =X buden i dozed off. so sadd.

todae den realised got autocad homework haven do lor. haiya. ask classmates, they've done. so i no choice lor go do also la. omg. and it took such a long time for mie to figure out some dimensions. hurhurr. thnk God i managed to finish it!

anywae i'm disappointed. i dunno why la haiya. i tried not to think abt it already but i cant seem to. tis few daes jus seem to be so down for mie. =\ i've got no mood. sorrie ppl if i've given eu bad attitude or offended eu or whatever. sorry!

SIGH,
fiive`REBECCA =[

todae woke up so early as usual thou it's a sat. haa. so went breakfast den to ocean towers. cos mom n sis go see doc thr. den after tt mom went for her dance class.
hmmm. tt was the first time been thr cos we usually go pacific plaza one. hahas. and it's indeed a very nice place! the atmosphere n everything's soo nice.
den saw my so-called bf. lol. my mom n sis keep suan-ing mie la. shiet. i'm shy -.-"
abt 12plus sis gotta go work le so sadd. den alone waiting for mom n watching them dance. lolx. after tt those ppl from the dance class were like sooo cute, even asked to join for lunch but too bad daddy's comin to fetch us. hehee.

den while going down, her dance instructor also thr la. hahaa. den my mom kept teasing agn. LOL. den he n mom xchanged numbers n soon after got my number as well. & den he called sia. i shy la, ask mommy pick up first =X and den after tt tok to him awhile. so sad; he keep calling mie a monkey >.< do i look like one? LOL.

went harbourfront agn; delifrance to see my darling sis. haha. saw tt deedee as well. he kept on like wanna luff sia. haha. cos i was luffing at him =X so sweet to wrk thr togetherr.. how niceyyy.
den walked arnd lors. bought a couple orf things den go see phone. n YAY. dad decided to lemme change phone. hahas. but.. cant afford ex one sia. haix. when's my $$ coming baccck ):
anywae, i decided to buy k750i. cos see my cousin have i tempted leh. i noe it's the older one but is nicer den newer ones. hahahahaaa. at least i can change. cos i sianed orf my v3i. nid to flip here flip there -.-" LOL. i shall not change phone anymore! pls don tempt mie anymore! haha. n i hope i meant wat i sae la.
anywae bubu sae nx time i wan wart phone he buy for mie de lor. so no nid worry can change or not =X don break ur promise. HAHAs. den went to food court. didnt felt like eatingg. cos was kinda full. harhar.

soo tired agn. but i promised to TRY to stay awake waiting. hahaa. i try i try. i hope i can =anywae ah bu revealed sth to mie & i was kind of disappointed cos like.. who wldnt? cos i'm not that kind of anything-girl lor. sigh. but wat is done cannot be undone. cant possibly be go kill him -.-" jus tt i wont forget it so easily.

yippees. teens mag got WLH!! go buy laa. very nice!! LOL.

loves!
fiive`REBECCA =]

weeeee~ todae got total orf abt 4hrs of break! haha. cos btc's prac & lecture cancelled. how nice ;p den we were sitting arnd using our lappy lu. think da guys crazy playing dota & gals so guai. haha. mie n tinghui were msn-ing thou we were few tables owae. haha. she so cute la. guess she mus be missing mie lorts. hehhee. so nice to have a sour classmate =X LOL.

after tt went for MES lecture. den lunch den ITE. lol. i very tired la. feel like slping lors. after sch still haf ta go to harbourfront wit xinyu for proj. haiya. den WASTED trip. don wanna elaborate on it. lol. anywae got one woman worker told us not to go in la cos very dangerous =\ hahaa den willy sae he so qiao on the bus saw mie tokin to the motorcyclist lor. shiet! how could he. so suay la let him see i go thr sia. hahaha. anywae. haf to find a macho man wit us already to ensure our security. anyone interested? LOL.
den as usual went to shoppin centre thr. den went mac sit down drink n share food. haha. how sweet orf us rite? so romantic =\ lol. n den she kept luffing again i dunno y. but i noe one part when i became siao - kept on making children =X oops.

den took 97 alone again. so lonely ar and the trip is so longgg. hurhur.
well. jus now call mie to wake him up. den in the end slp like a PIG. sighh. dunno call how many times lor. nx time i wont wake him up le. n i was so pissed lor.
pick up already i sae "wake up already ar?"
then "ya"
so i said "ok la den byebye"
guess wart. jus a "BYE" ? i called so many times n jus a bye. WTH.
waste my time calling only. stupid pig.
i don mean jus a bye cannort lor. i mean like the tone was like shit?
haix. he no feeling one lor. cant eu jus be a lil more sensitive?

pui.

frenster de profile sae tis but meant the other. sigh.
i'm jus so confused. am i disappointed? sad? or angry? or even HAPPY?
i hate liars. i hate ppl who promise mie things but break it behind mie.
I HATTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!

sobbs. i'm breaking down soon. depressed. devastated.

gd thing he's working todae. if not i'll be more mad than ever. sigh.

mommy sae my "bf"; her dance instructor, find mie sia. hahaa. so sweet orf him lehs. nvm. think mommy goin tmr. i'll go see him tmr. =X lols. sry i depressed till siao -.-"
anywae don wanna spoil my wkends. finally wkend le. been waiting so longg. haix. time to enjoy.. tk cre all.

<3,
fiiveREBECCA =[

Didnt slp well last nite. Today lesson start at 1 but got to wake up early got to rush my project for today presentation.
went back to ycss today wif cy to collect our o level cert in the morning. after tat we went to the toilet our usual routine, when i step in the first thing i realise was the full length mirror. wow now ycs got full length mirror . so nice. hehe. of coz we went to the canteen to grab some food . i miss the stall 7 food . eunice and aiwei came and tok to us. we chat alot , reali miss those days in sch. aiwei told mi a secert abt eunice HAHA i reali cant believe it.As i was too engross in my conversation wif them i forgot the time. i was late . i meet my IS group mates at 10.30 and i am still in sch . oh god. i quickly finish up my food and rush to np. reach there at 11 . late for 1/2 anhour . luckily i was not the latest. we den start preparing our presentation. soon lesson started, we draw lots to see which group start their presentation first , we are the third group which was the last group. finally everything is done .and we got back our result . we got 14/20. last min job shoulb be quite ok .
after lesson meet cy again . she went to my house to get her skates, after tat we went back to sch together. meet her friends and we all went for inline skating. had fun over there. learn lots of new stuffs. when i was skating all my worries.stress just disappear. the feeling was so nice. we skate until 9 . pack up and we left the place . tiring day .........six.karen.......

todae was soo tiringg. had CATS. sigh. eh. carol so nice to walk mie all the wae to blk50 and den back to blk56 again. haha.. THX A MILLION, CAROL =] my habit from sec sch like came back agn. haha. cos i was like walking very slow lately tt they realised it. LOL. but todae was super slow cos i was super tired la. cos ytd nite i didnt slp well. who msg mie i also forgot le. for instance carol told mie to meet wart time, i came to realise tis morning tt i don noe if i'm meeting her -.-" lol. but i can clearly rmb ah bu's msg. cos it was like so sweet. >.< haha.

hmmm. todae as usual la. were in our grps discussing abt some creative skills. tt guy from my grp were saying tis module was useless. hahaa. hmmm. i agree =X
after CATS went for aerobics la. as usual 2rnds warm up. but somehow i can run better when i'm tired. hahhha. but when aerobics start i tired until no strength. lol. todae was really tiring n HOT. i was sun tanning thr =X lol.

after tt went home. took the same bus as jason. lol. he's slow lor =X tell him i join bics-aero he tot i join pick arrows. O.o den after quite some time den he realised it's aerobics. HAHA. tt's cute. =den toked to priya; ex ycs. hahha. den tok until netball. hmmm. sigh. ii quitted netball becos orf some personal reasons. but everybody think i quit becos orf coach? haix. only a few ppl noe why i quitted. i was so toopid to make tt decision tt i regretted it now. anywae, i've decided! to join netball again! haha. wit lan dan. lol. long time no play lo. will join for recreational one. if not very stress. hee.

well. i dunno why ar.. suddenly miss my 7610s very very very muchh =[ but if i buy agn ppl sae i really siao. lol. arggh. if only i sticked on to that phone. hurhurrr. how toopid orf mie. but nvm. i'm eyeing on w700i, w800i, w810i. haha. buy mie one pls!!

alrights. i'm waiting for call le. hope i don wait too long till i dozed off. i very understandin de. let eu do all ur things first. hurhurrr. I'M SLEEPY ~

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went to sch earlier wit 2 classmates to finish up hw. but so tired. ytd slpt abit ltr. cos chatted wit b. sigh. and i teared. i really have no idea why. hais. partly cos i felt guilty. partly cos i felt pissed. and partly i felt really touched when he said those things. think my pms' really bad. but thnk God i managed to finish hw.
sigh. started to be really moody in the afternoon. pms -.-" even the f word came out orf my mouth. haix. i'm sorry. didnt wan it too. had btc and poa tutorials and den interior dsgn. interior dgn suck la. draw again. den soo slpy. wanted to slp in class le. but teacher everytime also see.

after sch went to meet binnyi la. walked wit her n her fren to bus stop. den we headed to jec. went to pass things and den went for dinner. saw a grp of ycs students. ha. some were from netball. and thr we went mad agn. toking abt p**** and d*** -.-" LOL. den i realised i said sth wrong which we burst into luffter. like "that" standing up. OMG. think binnyi will understand. haa.

den after tt we went hm la. both orf us were tired and slp is all we tot of. lolx. den i chatted wit b awhile. really appreciate him making mie smile but i noe i cant. i'm very sorry.

sometimes i think.. eu shldnt treat mie so gd cos it's nort worth at all. i appreciate everythingg. i thnk eu for all. sighh.
i'm tired.

tmr got CATS. and SW. sigh. i rreally don feel like goin. but i pon twice le. hais. got to go do CATS proj le. so tired. sobb. tk cre ppl. loves.

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Long time never post , time for me to update. Yesterday was fun just like we are back to our primary school days.There was a study trip organise for us, but to me it was more of like a time to let us get together.we went to many places the jurong port ;Pasis Pangjang PSA .. lastly was the ride in the cable car, which is also the most exciting part for me :) The bus was so comfy, the four of us plus vic sat the last row. Vic was so nice she made sandwiches for us . yummy. we then went to the jurong port . it was reali a very unforgetable experience for me. everything look so huge to me ; the container ; the cranes and the place use to store the cement . after that we went to the jurong logistic hub. the person brought us up to the top of tat building. when i step out , i was totally mesmerised by the scenery. the wind was so strong and the whole place reali look so beautiful. Lastly we went to harbour front for the cable car ride. it was my first time. kind of excited for it . six of us in it , the cable car keep swaying left and right . when i got down, my head go spinning . i was reali giddy. time just flies when we are having fun . time for us to return to school. fun but tiring day
today lesson start at 8 got to wake up early . so sleepy so tiring . our business finance teacher was so funny today keep laughing in class . Tml is the presentation for my com tool kit. not yet even done a single thing . kk i better stop here got to do my project .
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well. met classmates as usual. but todae unusual -.-" one orf my classmates LATE. haha. haiya. den such a gd fren like mie so jus wait lor. den i saw zixiang; MY BELOVED KOR. lol. he really looked sooooo slpy until blur blur one. see mie 2nd time den can regconise. hurhurr. how sad. lol. but my kor was really cute. saw his ringg; wit my da-sao's one. sooo sweet. hehee.

ehh. den waited quite long already so mie n carol jus went in firstt la. but we was late for abt 13mins. lol. den had btc and poa lectures. such a boredom. hurhurr. den olwaes hear the same starts wit D being called. -.-" he's frm the other class. lol. watever it is? i dunno. >.< HAHA.

den after sch went wit xinyu; to harbourfront thrr. do the btc proj. b4 going to the site we went to the shoppin centre thr la. go eat first cos i haven had any meal for the dae yet. lol. went to mac. tt crazy gurl kept on luffing dunno for wat. siao one. haha.
after eating went to the site la. so many those hum sup lous thr lor. omg. it's SO annoying wwit so many eyes staring at eu. -.-" so frustrated la. hurhurr. we didnt dared to ask for permission to go in cos we scare la =\ no sense orf security eu noe? HAHA. but we managed to take some pics outsidee. lol. haiya. after such a long walk under the sun we decided go back shoppin centre to relaxx. den go shop shop =X bought a pen lor and it's so cuute. xinyu got one too. see so thoughtful of mie to buy a dollar plus pen for her bdae gift =X hahahaha. jk la.
den walked past delifrance to see my beloved sis. awww. saw her wit her bf tokin only lor. nv do work =\ soo sweet leh. so jealous >.< hahasss. den suddenly alot orf ppl noticed mie ar. they mus be wondering why is thr a duplicate orf my sis. LOL !
harbourfront centre's nice place lor. less ppl and nice. but not much of shops. ehh. den we walked thr till arnd 5 or so we left lu. cos nth to walk already also. nx time the shoppin centre become super big already den i'm sure very crowded already -.-" hahas.
took 97 back myself la so sad. all the wae to je. was so tired till i fell asleep. and i really hope nobody saw mie droppin my head while slping =X haha so embarrassing -.-"

tt's all for todae la. got hw to rush agn. olwaes last min work. haha.
and tt ah bu ar. dunno at his fren's hse got play safe not. scarli ltr suddenly something come out den he noe. *oops. jk la. hehe haaa.

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todae went to school so tired la. cos meetin one of my classmates earlier to go finish up our assgn. but in the end she's late. haha. lucky the other beloved classmate of mine didnt ps mie and also waited together. SO TOUCHED. lolx. well. awhile ltr everybody reached le. jus when i turned at walk towards sch, i saw desmond. and it was like soooo near. omg. i cant believe it. haix. but was really glad we smiled :) his smile den was really unforgettable. sobs. the whole dae in sch i jus tot abt it; and the pasts. sigh. i jus cant put that smile of his out of my mind =\ *BUBS, don think anyhow when eu see tis ok. cos i noe it's over.

den had 3hrs of autocad. was at first frustrated cos i dunno how to do. tis is the result of not paying attention. my mind was somewhr else n i think eu noe whr. lol. but got da hang of it already thou it's complicated? haha.
after autocad went for lunch. classmates buy for mie. so nice =X haha. den had MES tutorial den lectures. hurhurr. supposed to end at 6 todae but ended at abt 4 40 instead! haha. thnk God. i almost went dozing off in the LT. lol. well; on the wae out of sch, guess who i saw? LOL. i saw.. xue kai. hahaa. so unlucky of mie to see both my pasts todae. lol. but.. it olwaes reminds mie of both sad and happy memories. it's gd to have some memories thou :)

sometimes, somehow, things olwaes don happen in the wae we want to. but this is God's will; we shld obey. in Christ alone, my HOPE is found. He is my LIGHT, my STRENGTH, my SONG. :)

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finally back to s'pore! haha. it feels great to be in ur own home. of cos it was great being at my relatives place over at kl. well. shld update abt tis last few daes!

12may; vesak dae. haha. started our journey to kl at abt 6plus. YAWNS. haha. i was sooo damn tired tt i slept so much in the car. lolx. all becos of tt buuu la. he made mie waited. in the end leh? at kbox. den i cant be bothered to wait liao. hurr. slpt for few hrs and off to kl. >.< reached ahyi's place quite early afternoon la. haha. den sit awhile already uncle brought us to raju's; indian fo0d. lolx. everytime we in kl my uncle nv fails to bring us go for gd food. lol. cos partly he himself eats gd food ! hahas. after lunch we went 1utama. cos cousins watchin movie thr. den go shopping thr. they go british india AGN. -.-" hurhur. den mie n bart sat outside wait for them.
bart's soooo CUTE ! lurve him la. hahaa. walk finish already go back la. den as usual.. sit thr; watch tv; tokttok; lol. den go for dinner. so delicious laa. lotsa crabbies. LOL.

13may; slp thr cant wake up late leh. slp till 10plus the most wake mie up le. hurrr. den whole dae at homee. cos at nite got bbq. hahaa. celebrating mothers dae. as usual. after eating; den drinking. haha. den halfwae go in the rm watch - i not stupid 2; wit bart daniel n bro. lol. so cuute. den so funny la my eldest cousin. dance those mambo dances while my bro played songs from his lappy. -.-" so hilarious. so everybody at thr drink; eat; tok la. daddy drink till face so red. so restd early while others outside drunk till sing n dance. haha. tt's cute thou.

14may; todae! finally back home. left abt 8. kind of sad. cos sch's starting agn =\ hurhurr. well went for lunch and den back home. and then finaally buby msged mie la. so nice of him to coach his buddies. hurhurr. den now don care abt mie agn. lol. haix. i wanna chaaaaaaaaange phoonnee! i noe wat phone i wan already. wahahahahaaaaa. i'm waiting~

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t0dae was a tiring dae. a lil late for CATS lesson. supp0se to be in grps but didnt n0e which one am i in cos i was absent last wk. lucky one grp kindly ad0pted mie. grp of 4 and i'm the only gurl in thr. haix. n0w mus start on pr0ject le. so siannnnn.. =[
den after CATS went for SW. had warm-up 2rounds the stadium. under the HOT sun. -.-" very l0ng no run le lors. but lucky wasnt the last. den pr0ceeded a level up for aerobics? haha. was my very first time thr cos last wk i skipped =X hmmm. actually was kinda fun la. the teacher was not bad too. den after finish warm-down le she sae we are one of the m0st co0rdinated grps leh. hhaaha. was sooo tired den. met carol together wit yiqi. go buy orange juice. so YUMMYYYY.. =\ hahass.
den went to meet mummy. acc her go her bollywo0d dance. hahas. the instructor so cute la. 21 yrs old nia. den my mum asked him if i'm pretty -.-" and ask him wanna marry mie. hahaha. den he sae ya; okae la. LOL. quite a gd-lo0king chap. fr0m india. but i'm fr0m sri lanka. HAHA. den after tt to0k bus home la. actually go dinner wit mom's fren but tmr we goin off very early. so nid to go hm pack pack!
and buby's now sooo bz wit his stuffs tt he d0n care mie agn. how sad lu. i'm going off tmr den he dowan tok to mie sia. hurhurr. =[
i'm tiredd.. but i'm waiting~ but d0n make mie wait to0 long cos i might fall asleep. sobs.

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third week of school , getting used to it. homework homework , arGg i hate homework. piles and piles of homework Econs, business finance, ITL . dun understand a single thing , lucky jamie explain abit to me . thx to her now i finally understand . Today end school at 6. went to meet jamie and chiewyang . poor cy carry so many things , lucky got us if not i think she will not be able to get up tat bus. Saw my dear rebecca in sch today again ,both of us reali got fate ,get to see her three to four times in a week.And whenever she see me, she don haf to shout out my name, she just nid to "Ssi sSi" and i straight away noe is her .HAha nice way in calling ppl. time yo slp is getting late i miss my bed . hope tonight i will get to slp well . nite everyone!!

t0dae start at 11. but met carol n xinyu at 9! c0s haven do hw for poa, interior dgn and btc! haha. so hardworking hor. den tk bus as usual but todae bus abit interesting =X cos there was s0me misunderstandin wit a car. haha. i dunn0 why. den the uncle tok tok tok. den sae.. he tell us a secret. - in the bus service very cham one. haha. den some of them they wear sunglasses c0s they dowan eye c0ntact wit pretty gals if not ltr they think bus drivers hum sup guai. LOL. cute sia. =X
was crowded todae also. s0 i was last to reach. haha. den b4 go blk34 we go buy sandwich c0s no breakfast for mie. haha. car0l so tempted when i eat the teriyaki chicken sandwich. LOL.
haiya. den tt time i really no mo0d do the hw lor. the interior dgn drawing suck lor. lolx. c0s it's last min. hahas.
den started btc la. went thru da hw. and to0k class ph0to and tok abt project. omg. project PROJECT !! one person tok 15mins! my go0dness. den one grp mus present in LT. n0body volunteered so drew lots. phew. lucky not my grp. hahaha.
after btc got an hr of break so faster touch up the drawing and do some poa work. hahas. after poa was interior dgn. -.-" todae learnt shading; tone. eew. mus draw again lor. like wat we did in sec sch !! tot no nid art liao. jus tis shading reminds mie orf art. gosh!
end sch i go meet binnyi. wit her fren joycelyn. den to0k bus together. at da bus st0p i saw des. haix. but we b0th were like pretended we didnt see each other. haix. i someh0w jus cant f0rget the pasts. but i h0pe i can in time to come. anywae. binnyi's fren alight earlier la. so we decided to go imm for dinner. lol. somethin so embarrassing happened in the bus. -.-"
i was some sort of pulling my shirt at my back; den i felt a hairy leg!! OMG. haha. np student la. den i was so paiseh >.< told binnyi abt it. suddenly luff so loud when the bus is so quiet. OMG. hahaa. den went kfc for our fav budget meal. hahas. well. we went mad todae la. went to daiso. thr was whr we became mad. funny part was we jus l0ve pressing the biscuits. =X HAHA. and i chased her wit a some sort of feather duster. omg. jus like a kid. haha. if i didnt had my lappy in hand todae i wld bec0me more mad maybe. l0lx.
ya. and we ended our dae here c0s binnyi got assgnmts. haha. den went on my walk back h0me chatted wit buby awhile.. den off to bball play he went. see. he d0n care mie agn.. got bball d0wan tok to mie. hurr. h0w sad. =[ hehe haha.
alrights. i shall stop here. go watch tv!! tk cre.

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awww. t0dae started sch at 9. so early hor. hurhurr. t0dae bus very cr0wded la so went slower. den xinyu sae she go in first le. sob. left mie allone. den to0k same bus as jas0n. i dunn0 if he knew it la; i was right infr0nt if him. LOL. olwaes to0k same bus as him but he doesnt noe =X
den alighted saw no one thr. den walk in myself la. h0w sad is it. >.< den met jason cos he standin down thr. phew. thnk God. i walked wit him to LT. haha. den had btc. omg. it's so boring la. and had mcq qns. i only got 4/10 !! -.-" shiet. after btc is poa. i blur until dunno wats going on. lucky got poa pro beside mie la. copy his =X
weee. ended at almost 1 lidat laa. den mie n carol went to watch movie agn ! haha. went to watch auqamarine at causeway; whr so much memories held. carol lor. insisted wan to go thr sia. den waste almost 2bucks for EACH trip. lol. well. the sh0w was really nice n i didnt regretted it. haha. tt raymond in da movie was jus so co0l la. heez.
after watch movie go meet mx at jp cos she wanna pass mie things ask mie help her do -.-" haha. so bad of her. lolx. and she claimed tt she got a bad ulcer jus bec0s she missed mie too much! LOL. how sweet orf her la. heez.
despite many assignments due tmr, i still spend my whole dae out! hurhur. mus rush for btc and interior dgn hw lor. haix. den the interior design like sai leh. dunno wat to draw even.. so meeting carol n xinyu earlier tmr to do all these stuffs la. hope can finish on time thou.
buby's todae n0t feeling very well. he's busy wit his class thingy. wat a nice class rep he is. -.-" see he cares for his class so much. much m0re than he cares abt mie. hurhurr. d0wan tok to him le. so sadd. i cant wait for fri to come. finally can take a break n off to KL we go!

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go0dness. todae start sch at 8 c0s we missed one on labour dae. and i'm so tired -.-" wake up so early. hurhur. very b0ring. at abt 4hrs of autocad ! den was so cold in class. i wanna faint so0n la. LOL. thnk God i endured till lunch and i'm still able to walk cos i haven had breakfast! hoho. after lsn acc carol go atrium la. -.-" how nice of us to walk all the wae thr n back agn. hurhur. wonder how she's g0nna repay mie =X den bought sandwich go back LT thr lors. idle for an hr or so and class started. and i dislike MES ! i don even understand a single thing la.
den for MES lecture dismissed early. h0w nice. den hab to acc carol agn. hurhurrr. and den she ps mie! HOW SAD. =[ and todae i met my darling carrot a couple of times! she lo0k so cute wit her hair tied up. lol. den ask mie see her class the cute boy. hahaha =\ ok laa n0t bad. she n0es my taste well. LOL.
anywae after tt meet mummy. so nice daddy come fetch no nid tk another bus hm. haha. and i'm so so so tired. YAWN. still have to do the btc drawing and interior dsgn!! AWWW =[
todae buby got his comp back la. and he's so happy tt it finally works. LOL. gd for him. at least he wont be bored to death. even when i go msia. hahaha. so nice orf him to make such a nice blog. "juz4u - .." ; how SWEET rite ?? hehe haha. i'm touched. heez.
alrights better stop here and go do hw la. if not forever cant finish. l0lx. `signing off.

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mm. t0dae as usual g0 out wit family but with0ut sis cos she wrking. haha =X
den went centrep0int. had delifrance in the m0rning den walk walk arnd luh. den daddy return mie money. and yay. he said keep the change. wahahaha =X but an0ther part of my assets still n0t here yet =\ aww. hahas. den had lunch thr c0s mom went t0 cut hair at jantz. waited so longg la. hahas. i gonna trim my hair thr nx time she visits thr. yay.
ehh.. den after tat went taka. haiya. d0n like taka laa i dunn0 why. t0dae very cr0wded thr also la. hahas. den we g0 see phone. c0s daddy interested in d820. LOL. den he tempt mie lor. i also wanna change phone! hurhurr. but bubu wanna haf da same phone as mie sia. s0 sweet. ask him buy O2 mini for mie =X LOL. den after taka go bugis la. c0s daddy wan adjust specs. hahas. s0 crowded also -.-" and then tempt mie agn. i gonna make another pair orf spec! hehe hhaha.
den g0 wash car n pump petrol la. usual routine already. hahas.
after l0ng considerati0n we decided t0 go harb0urfr0nt! c0s my sis work there! haha. cant discl0se the place she work la ltr she shy lor. heez. HOW SWWEET. work wit my br0-in-law. so gd huhh. den when we visited her she so paiseh sia. manager was kind of surprised cos we lo0ked identical ? HAHA. fun fun. =X
after tt went t0 parc oasis for dinnerr. but was soooo cr0wded lorr. den go hawker centre eat laa. crap. all not closed means n0t nice to eat. lol. but no choice la we anyh0w ordered lors. >.< after dinner went h0me la. i'll be boring tonite. sis 12plus den come back and buby is working till 3? =\ den who do i t0k to?! omg. i'm so lonely tonite. haha. think mommy daddy waiting for sis to come back also laa. i'll join them as well. heez. but first of all, i haf to maple! long long time no maple. cy had been asking mie to play play play. LOL. nitex!

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yesterday went for inline skating, didnt bring my skates along so we cant skate. in the end we sat there chitchatting and see how their training was like.those ppl who play hockey was cool they skates so well. reach home abt 8 watch tv did my homework until 2 finally everything is done i can sleep. this morning got to wake up early again to work, aRRgg so careless of me when i was on my way to work i dropped my laptop, it got dented at the side :( luckily it still works. about 12 i went back to school lesson start at 1, as usual meet my friends at the bus stop ,walk in all the way to block 50. long way in and the weather was freaking HOT!! how i wish the whole place was air-conditioned. had lesson all the way till 5. borning. actually was meeting cy after lesson as our lesson end the same time, but she was dismissed earlier so she went back first.long day.time to sleep. signing off .+karen.six+.

todae started sko0l at 9. jus b4 i'm ready to go out thunder came -.-" and so0n it rained. so sianed den. LOL. n0 choice. haf to catch da bus. hahas.
i was n0t very late t0dae; at least n0t the last one. haha. the traffic was damn sl0w. maybe c0s it's raining. but i still make it in time to meet my classmates at the bus st0p. and we walked l0ng cuts t0 find LT35. hahhaa. n0t a very l0ng search th0u =X
den had btc practical. measuring the rm and everything -.-" n0t my kind. i d0n like t0 be a architect; mus draw flo0r plans and everything. shiet. LOL. after btc practical den had lectures. *yawned. hahas. finally lunch time l0r. haha.. saw daphne kho0 at da canteen to0. and saw one of my cg member last time; jeremy. hahas. after eating went t0 class & den everyone start using thier lappies. haha. h0w to0pid of mie t0 forget abt da adapt0r -.-" LOL. lucky peifen g0t xtra batt; c0s same lappy. hahass.
g0t abt 2hrs orf break n started ite less0n lor. didnt really listen carefully den when time t0 do mus ask ppl =X hahas. den last min chatted wit binnyi online. so she decided t0 wait f0r mie to finish my class. h0w nice of her! hahas.
she waited f0r abt an hr. den g0 find her. lol. den we made our wae t0 westmall! really l0ng time n0 go thr ever since he and i went separate waes. haha. still rmb the times wit him, binnyi n timmy. LOL. th0se times were fun. haix. well anywae, binnyi brought mie t0 fo0dcourt n intr0 mie her missed fo0d. hahaa. delicious laa. LOL. after dinner went t0 walk arnd l0rs. and went t0 wat interest b0th of us - earrings. l0lx. b0ught 6pieces each. haha. h0w mad >.< den b0ught sweets fr0m her fav tidbit sh0p -.-" hahas.
well. we b0th had a l0ng dae laa s0 both of us were like quite tired. haha. s0 went hm after walking awhile. and she siao one. th0u the time we spent t0gether was sh0rt, but we b0th enj0yed it. hahas. c0s so long nv mad wit her, luff wit her, play netball wit her, and s0 on ! and thx binnyi f0r sharing a "secret" wit mie ! HAHAHA. stop attracting small boyboys kae? =X
haix. t0dae piggie working.. soo sad. cant t0k him. n0body make mie luff todae >.< hurhurs. i n0e eu be reading tis but pls don st0p working jus bec0s i make tis kinda remarks! anywae IF nx time i saturdae sundae wrk also cant pei eu liaos. sry in advance :)
alrights. had a l0ng dae. shall stop herre. tatas ppl. muax`

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todae start sch at 1. actually go out early tk bus de lor. but in the end tok to my "gf" till i'm late. shucks. den i to0k a cab. cant find ! haha. den called carol come down to je cos she taking cab as well. haha but was still late l0r ! and guess wart ? i SKIPPED. gosh. haha. told my "gf" abt it and he saes i'm stupid sia. lol. how sad. anywaes. n0e y i skipped ? cos i was late. and afraid tt i'd be embarrassed steeping into da class late. hence i didnt go. ohhh nooooo. den i ask zx if nid mc or watever. he said mus make-up lor. shiet ! >.< LOL
so after go hm le den awhile go out agn. go polyclinic see doc for the sake of a mc. OMG. made mie so shy la. tt was the 2nd time i stepped into a polyclinic cos the first time i pei him. so didnt like go and noe how to reg or watsoever. -.-" and pls, i'm so brave todae! i actually opened my mouth to tok =X hahha. and sooo many ppl thr lor. it to0k at least 1-2hrs to wait and jus few mins of consultation! hahaha.
den the doc was so funny and cute. cos she's not local. she speak until i go HUH all the wae. LOL. i was smiling secretly thou =X hahaha. ehh. doc really doc lor. can tell tt i skipped meals. power. l0lx. anywae she asked mie to tk urine test =\ but i didnt. cos i don haf the urge. wahahaha.
after finish consultingn everything go meet my mooommmmy! hhaa. den reached hm abt 9plus la.
den t0ked to piggie awhile. well. i was kind of pissed at first =X but he said alot of things. and then some things really. err.. melt my heart. haix. so i jus went ORH all the wae. haha. so.. i was co0led down.. ya. haha.. and then he commented on sth thou. which made mie cant control n gif attitude agn. zzz -.-" to0 bad lu. i very spoilt one. i d0n like ppl like him to comment on such thinggs. huhus. well anywae. i'm tired le. maybe tok awhile go slp le. tmr early lesson. HAIx. sianed la. i dowan go sch laaaaaa =\ s0bs. i miss ycss`5n1'05 peeps!! >.<
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todae another dae >.< ehh. todae don haf BTC tutorial. yay for mie. haha. so start lsn at 1. but met 2 of my classmates earlier to do poa. haha. hardworking rite.. =p LOL. den study until almost 1 go classrm lu. but we werent the earliest. earliest is class rep. haha. so tok abit den the rest came. heh. poa still green to mie lor. wanna faint liao. lol.
after poa is interior design. ehh. draw till i'm frustrated. LOL.
den my classmate so bad. cant go hm wit mie todae =[ sobb. i mean walk to da bus stop. hurhur. cos she got cca. lol. no choice lor. call carrot but she cant. den walked wit one of my classmate. lol. his bus came early so i'm lonely agn. thnk God i saw my darling carrot ! hahas. chatted wit her awhile her bus come liao. i'm lonely once agn -.-" LOL. but gd thing i saw binnyi board da same bus as mie !! haha. really lucky lu. at least got ppl acc mie =X den we chatted along the wae. lots to catch up. haha. den asked abt cg n everything. well everything seems to go well and she getting baptised so0n. WOW. praise the Lord. haha.. so happie for her [= anywaes we agreed to meet up so0n for lunch or dinner. haha. hope to c her so0n thou.
den reached hm everything done le miss called piggie lor cos he supposed to call mie. but haix. he to0k ages to return my call. and jus as i expected, he dozed off le. my mo0d lvl was degraded. LOL. i don like ppl lidat one lor. admited i was pissed & i'm sorry for using such tone. i cant help it. >.< i'll be fine soon!
so fast nx fri holidae le lor. another yay for mie. LOL. still thinkin if i shld go kl. but most probably i will. den the pig can enjoy ma without mie. can do watever he wan. -.-"
so sians. tmr mus go sch. and is boring lessons lor. =[ shiet. hurhur. signing off. tata.
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weeeeeeeee. jus a lil more add-ons.
hahha. cos i'm so boring now n i'm vexing abt da BTC project. =[ one student tok 15mins. how can i ?! it's like tokin to myself 15mins lor. like nutty leh. LOL.
well. met stanley; last time one of my cg members online. long time no tok to him le. and we chatted much. hahaa. and i let it all out !! abt my pasts and everything. i feel jus so comfortable tokin to him. LOL. frankly speaking i do miss last time cg members. they were just so great whom God had created. and i really wanna thank God for giving mie such frens. [= heez.
den toked to ah bo0n online as well. a very gd fren indeed. n we are more den wat jus gd frens are ! haha. he also claimed tt lor. i'm glad tt i got so many many many listening ears. aha.
not forgetting piggie as well laa. haix. he promised mie to slp one hr de. REALLY PIG lor. call him how many times also cant wake up. i dowan tok to him le >.<
andd i'm tokin to my darling carot now. she so jealous tt i don care her. haha. but actually is she long reply mie de =[ so sad. she left mie.
well i better stop here. i miss my pillooooooww.
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todae kind of tired lu. c0s ytd tok to piggie until dunno wat time. straight after i put down i go slp le >.< hahas. tt pig so pervert lor =X i sae culipok den he go sae honey cock. he DEAF. hahaha. oops. l0l. well. but he made mie luff ytd. thx [;
todae sch starts at 9. but i was late =\ all went in le. so i waited for carol cos i expected she'll be late. lol. toopid bus todae so long lor. made mie wait till tummy ache. LOL. den rushed to LT and had btc lecture. so bored. i dunno wat is it all about. haha.
den after btc was poa. and i noe only 1% of it. haha. and nothing can get into my head lor. hurhur. den at 12 lidat got break ma. carol n mie pon lor. hahahaa. at first i wan go hm lor cos my stomach so pain. buden after walk out le not pain. O.o haha. so we both didnt wan to go hm early. went jp instead. surprised ? haha. i'm actually goin out wit a classmate whom i only noe for 1wk plus ! haha. well. can click wit her sometimes laa. haha. den decided ta catch a movie. watched "the wild". LOL. it's sooooo cute n funny lor. haha. esp the ryan. simple so adorable ! haha.
movie ended and we decided to go hm lor. cos carol nid to meet her fren. haha. so i take 178 home tis time instead of 198. why ? cos 198 holds lots n lots n lots of memories. ha. i'm afraid to face reality tt's why.
den reached hm bathed le call piggie. HAHA. ehh. he also start sch le lu. tells mie abt his classmate. how nice huh. i happy for him =X heez. now he start sch plus work. leave mie alone. so bad of him. only noe how to work. hmphh. think nxtime when his comp back le he'll be glued there. -.-" LOL. so now time for him to slp cos i noe he tired. but i only give him an hr. wahahahaha. ORBI. =X
awww. time for mie to have my first proper meal for the dae todae ! haha. tk cre all.

- and carrot. i'm sad n happy. dunno wat am i also. think i goin crazy soon. haha. ya sch isn't interesting at all. hope we all can meet up soon agn n enjoy the happy times we had okae. haha. lurve eu carrot =D miss mie ar !

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boring boring boring . school seem so boring not as interesting as i expected . hope tis three years can pass soon.
rebecca- u seem so sad everyday cheer up :) stay happy forget abt the past.
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aww. mayday. finally another month. time flies. it's been a year i've been single for him. LOL. well. tt's da past luh. sighs.
tis few daes piggie was so bz l0r. no time for mie even -.-" so bad orf him. but i'm an understanding gurl. i jus wanna make him feel bad =X anywaes. i don even blame him for tt.
hoh0s. well. ytd n todae was a normal dae. ll0lx. eh ytd nite was chattin wit ah bo0n online. hmmm. i can really sae he olwaes tries to cheer mie up. aww. he wait till i've been cheered up bef0re he go get his dinner and it's abt 11pm plus >.< i feel so bad l0rs. but in the same wae i'm happie cos thr's olwaes someone to cheer mie up [= thx ppl. esp my darlinggs like carrot, mx and cy. hahas.
well. i shall stop here. nth to bl0g liaos. nth special. hehe haha. tk cres.
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