todae go out wit them as usual. hahas. had breakfast den to mt elizabeth n den to parkwae parade cos long time no go. sooo crowded all becos orf ? CRAZY SALE -.-" eew. tot parkway parade nobody de. den nice to walk. who noes is so crowded todae. lolx. well. bought a couple orf things. so nice orf daddy to buy for us even thou he 's broke? haha. >.<
at parkway parade i've been embarassing myself as usual. LOL. everytime got sis arnd sure will siao. hahaa. den saw my fav phone =[ haha. ehh. dunno if i shld change. ltr ppl think i siao. LOL. haiya. wait till i get back my assets den decide.
hmm.. todae went hm early laa cos daddy tmr got to work =[ how sad. hurhurrs. todae didnt tok much to piggy. he watch vcd, go out, work blah blahhh; no time for mie already. LOL. but got sms abit laa. den i was at smwhr n i got reminded of him. ask him if he wans to buy "that". think he shy lor. hahaha. ehh. tell everybody sth. pig loves big boobs. esp 40ff. HAHA. IT drools when IT hears that. l0lx !
okae laa. i'll stop herre. go back play game. ehh. it's been quite awhile since i mapled. maybe i shld now ! LOL. tata everybodyyyyyy. nitex`
__________fiive`rebecca [=

boringg. ~ huhu.
been missing da gd ol daes.
miss the luffters we had in sch. miss da fun. miss da naughtyness. miss the wildness. miss the crazy netball games wit guys n gals. LOL. most imptly i missed those times when he was mine. =[
was hearing mp3 ytd nite to slp. to0k alot of courage to select tt particular song. cos i haven been hearing the song since ages for fear tt it might affect my mood and bring lotsa memories. well. i still chose to hear it. -forever love. each time i hear da song i'll olwaes be reminded of the happy times with him. the times when we were out playing, long bus rides, his home, his brother, and everything. ='[ cos tt's the song i love most when i was wit him. sobs. if only we cld turn back time. haix. but i noe it's very impossible for mie n him agn.
sigh~ piggy been treating mie very very gd. and i really appreciate every lil action of his. however i jus cant make the decision to move along. haix. sometimes i wonder~ what God has decided for mie ? anywae he todae work so cant pei mie tok ler =[ heez. nvm i very understanding de. i'll try to stay awake at 3am okae baby. LOL. but i think 98% of mie will be dozing off laa. haha.
alrights. sch's fine. normal. but i'm slpy nowadaes. classmates were nice. lectures were ok i guess. but somehow i cant get those things into my head. >.<
yayy; tmr can enjoy few daes. haha. can slp late and wake up late. LOL. but after tis few daes, sch's startin agn. and it gonna get tougher along the wae =[ how i wish i can be a tai-tai. LOL.
alrightt. write so longg ler. i stop herre. anywae i wanna announce sth to everybody. todae is a very special dae for mie n my darling carrot ! haha. 28APRIL2006. rmb okieeeee ? i'll give all my love to my carrot =] gosh. i sounds so mushy n YUCKY rite. lol. anywae tt's how sweeeet we are. niteys.
__________fiive`rebecca [=

Been school for the past three days, friends were all very nice, great to know them. lesson start the first day, kinda boring dun understand wat the teachers talking maybe i am daydreaming in class :/ meet lots of ppl today, was at the bustop when i saw jamie, haha so happy she saw what i wanted her to see :) finally met rebecca in school too , met her twice. firstly was in the canteen , n the bustop later , went home wif her .although it was a short journey but i chatted alot wif her. i just can be myself when i am wif her . opps i laughed too loud in the bus. sry make u so shy:) hehe tats all for today goin to bed soon . ___. six.karen.___.

o. so neh nehh. sch's a lil boring. lol. todae poa sia. i noe NUTS. haha. i tried so hard to listen to wat da lecturer explained. but my mind olwaes seem to be somewhr else. haix. like.. LOL. i dunno laa. all the sad n happy memories filled my mind nowadaes. well. i dunno why. i dowan lidat. but still lidat. can someone tell mie wat to do. =\ go and die better. lolx.
well. todae think e pig go check deferment thingy. i dunno laa. he go wit his gfs. nobody stopping him to do so. and neither am i goin to sae anything. just let it be cos i don hav da rights to speak. i don give a shit alreadyy.
awww. todae go canteen saw carrot. haha. i noe she was very super uper delighted to see mie thr. lol. didnt get to tok to her thou. lol. den 5 dismiss. walked to bus stop ALONE. cos fren go cca briefing. sad rite. well. after tt was happy cos i met my BELOVED carrot !! hehe haha. thank God. lol. den we to0k da same bus. but alighted soon. but was glad got ppl acc mie lor. hahas. and den in the bus i told her sth. and it made her SO EXCITED tt she jolted. LOL =x den make mie so paiseh as well. ltr ppl think i got a fren wit mental prob. ha. okae laa. soo nice to see her agn. miss them soo muchhh. the @4 s ya. haha.
ok laa i stop herre. anywae suppose to tok to him. but i dunno wat happen now. think he's already pig-ing. nvm. i also no moood tok to him ler. alrights. hope i haf a peaceful nite. thx for reading. i noe it's boring. so if eu think boring ha, don read okae. =D
__________fiive`rebecca [=

awww. todae first dae orf sch. started off by meeting classmates at da bus stop. was late abit. lucky not last one. haha. den went for our first lesson. had a hard time deciding on how to go. LOL. finally found it thou. haha. had lessons from 9 to 12. aww. dunno wat the lesson's all about. like a fool there. hahaaa. =den after tt went for lunch. saw many familiar faces. most impression i had on was.. definitely desmond. haix. told myself, really really hope tt i wont see him. but i still did. argghhhh. nvm nvm. we msged like frens. lol. it's nice. isnt it. it's gd tt we're still frens. hurhurrrrr ='[
well. after lunch, didnt do anything until 3. cos no tutorials tis wk. haa. den finally 3 den had lecture. aww. i nearly fell aslp =X lol. hope it wont happen agn. ha. todae suppose to end at 5. but dismiss at 4 30. so meet cy at atrium go home together. haha. so nice orf mie to take bus wit her agn lor. whr to find such a fren like mie. hahass. she shld learn how to treasure mie. HAHA.
i really missed those daes in sec sch. was so fun then. but. gotta move on. sobb. hais. tmr haf ta wake up early agn. sob. thr goes my slp =x
alrighhts. i shall stop here. tt's all for todae. i'm sick n tired orf... i dunno. LOL. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca ]=

today went out wif rebecca , went alot of places .firstly we went PS den taka lastly bugis. tiring day but was fun hanging out wif her. took lots of pic as usual nut today not us took pic of things we find nice. last day of my holiday, miss my seconday school life still not used to my current life now. hope tml will not be bored for me. good nite everyone goin slp soon. :) -sIXx*kaREn-- 

todae date wit carrot. so romantic. met her so early. lose alot of my slp -.-" LOL. well. met her at clementi first den went to plaza sing. walk arnd lor. haha. den walk thr finish le we walked to heerens. raining halfwae. lol. went to have porridge for lunch. nice recommendation from carrot. hahas. den from heeren walk to taka. go taka in the end she nv buy anything. >.< lol. den from taka go bugis. den go bugis village. walk so much. my leg breaking laa. lol. den todae carrot bought the most. orbi =x i not heart pain lehh. haha.
and we took so many stupid pictures lor. lol. think she gonna update ler. lolx. it's really stupid for some =x haha. ehh. arnd evening go hm lor. tmr gonna start sch le. SOBSOBSOB. hope everything goes well. ha. i'm tired ler.. n my nose so itchy. hope my sis didnt spread her disease to mie. hahaha =p gd nitex everybody. muax ~
__________fiive`rebecca [=

todae is a saturdae. hurhur. i olwaes make myself free on saturdays to go out wit family. see i so gd rite ? cos last time wit him; olwaes neglected my family. now i realised how impt they are to mie. LOL. i'm so filial now ya. =x
well. todae morning went to mt elizabeth. den to centrepoint. walk walk lor. jus like any saturdays. heez. den went bugis to meet bro n uncle cos they join us ltr. walk, lunch, buy things n stuffs lor. aha. o ya. and we were so pissed at da food court. lol. SO many ppl waiting for seats and thr's da so inconsiderate ppl - eat finish le still sit dwn thr n tok. -.-" mie bro n mom stood infront of them. LOL. saying they were nt auto n stuffs. act deaf sia -.-" den b4 we walked owae we were so pissed off n told them indirectly to go high class restaurant talk la. nobody will chase. lol. ya. tt's how guai lan we were. LOL.
den after tt went imm. slept in the car. cos i was so tired. haix. so crowded thr. i don like =[ den went giant. go around taking many many plastics. =\ LOL. think eu ppl think i siao. but i got reason. haha. mm. i want to go new zealand. =x sounds clean. sounds like a country wit lesser ppl. lolx. so peaceful ya. alright. den after imm went to parc oasis de nearby for dinner. ha. rainy. so many "flying ants" >.< spoilt my mood. cos i feel itchy. LOL. eat ler go hm lu. when walking back to car i did an embarrassing action. hahaha. glad no one saw. except for my bro. = thinking of tt makes mie luff agn -.-"
awww. end of dae. tot todae can slp super late n wake up super late tmr. cos there goes my holidays =[ i wanna enjoy slping before i don have the chance to do so. LOL. but carrot decided tt we two go for a romantic date tmr. well. since she so gd to mie, i agreed. lol. but i'm broke. when can i have a financial blessing ? LOL. waiting for my money to come back ~ hohos.
ok laa. i go play game awhile b4 i go to slp. nitex everybody.
*o yea. teens - got wang lee hom poster leh. go get it go get it ! =\ o. i noe nobody listens to mie. haha. nvm. i lurve him so much =x cant wait for 29april ! HA. GD NITEYS.
__________fiive`rebecca [=

GOSH. todae is the dae! ORIENTATION. i was late for 15mins. was soo shy lor. hais.
morning gastric till cant stand properly. LOL. but anywae i made it there. hahas.
i was soooo SHY. haix. no fren leh. lol.
well. den go lecture hall talk. talk le go classrm. go le go for lunch. i was damn quiet the whole dae lorr. lolx. not like mie in sec. haha =\ kind of miss sec sch life.
den afternoon play games cheers n stuffs >.<" gastric came in duurin da games. den student leaders were great. bought mie hot milo. i feel so bad =\ hahha. den olwaes saw cy. LOL. not same class wit her. so sad =[ things will nv be da same agn. mm. den everything ended abt 5plus or so bah. den after "briefings" cy waited for mie. den waited for mx. but in the end went witout her la. LOL. den take 154. cos i was shy to take bus alone. hahaha =X saw yee huay too. hmmm. take till cy hse there lu. den take 98 home. den piggy called mie to talk. er. i mean to OINK. =x haha. made mie release all my stress ! =D well.
i dunno n don understand why. but i seems to get deeper. i really dunno wat to do now >.<
haix. but i'll leave it all to Him to decide for mie. my future is in His hands.
cos all orf us definitely has a purpose in life rite. ha.
ok. i stop herre. i'm talking to a pig on the phone le. hearing it OINK.
oopss =x i hope the pig don see this. err. think pigs don read as well. LOL.
okok. i shuudap. sorrie piggy! =p
*hope carrot will haf n enjoyable time tmr ! lolx.
so nice of her to remind mie not to be shy the nite b4 my orientation rite.
she noes mie sooo well. jus lurve her so much =D thx buddy.
i'm so tired already. no mood play todae. i'll prove to eu! i can live witout playing a dae! LOL.
goooooooood nites. go enjoy slpin wit mommy daddy already.i noe is not gd to interrupt but we got no choice. haha. uggh. really tired. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca [=

soo tired. todae met mx at 1 go sch first lu. heez. den went immgration wit her. ha.
see such a gd fren like mie whr to find. acc her go here go thr >.< hurhur.
den last min rmb our cert. so go back ycs take lors. haha. so sadd. starting poly life soon.
somehow i wish i'm stucked in secondary sch life. LOL.
well i got to go ahead for my future. hahahaha.
hais. sian tmr orientation ler. jus now da leader called mie. die lo. tmr go thr confirm SHY.
i'll faint there. lol. hais. found a butterfly in my stomach now. lol. let mie go destress now.
take care all. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca =]

another dae's hereeee. >.< tis holiday made mie so lazy to move arnd. lazy to go out even. haha. well. slpt ytd at 3plus. n chatted on phone for 3hrs plus. ha. well. i'm happy. cos thr's someone for mie to tok to. after tt msged awhile n i dozed off cos i was really tired. LOL.
and now i'm so lonely at hm cos she went out wit her bf. sobsob. how cld she leave mie alone at home lidat! =[ hais. 2 more daes orientation ler. shld i or shld i nort ? huhu. thinking of it makes my stomach ache again. haha. weird ha.
alrights i shall stop here and head for my game. heez. see ya.
__________fiive`rebecca

aha. my dear carrot. jus liars made mie angry lar. haha. mr right? no lars. don make mie shy pls. LOL. sch starting soo soon =[ mus rmb mie alrites. hehh.
todae jus another boring dae. wit cramps. LOL. such a nice weather to stay at home to0. been survivng on po0l so much. ha. few more daes orientation. =\ HOW ?! hahas.
anywaes. jus pray for mie tat i wont be so shy pls. haha. tc. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca

my dear rebecca , who make u so angry ? n u found yr MR RIGHT ar ?? ___.. ?

today was being forced to wake up by my brother early in the morning for breakfast , went to west coast park to eat at the Mac. after tat we brought sherlyn to the playground. she seem to haf fun over there, enjoying herself . and she was extremely playful ,had a tought time catching her. went home after tat . in the afternoon we went to jurong point , saw SLY n Silver over there . we ate , walk awhile den left the place. reach home abt 5 , waiting for the charity show , not reali tat nice quite boring. end of my day goin to bed soon got to reach my working place early tml. good nite --' siX_karen` :)

so tired todae lu. ytd slp at around 6am. haha. guess guess wat did i do =p LOL.
well anywae todae have to get up early. den went to relative's place for bdae celebration. haha anywae jus upstairs only. jus go lor. lol. my father side de relatives. all so boring. i dunno them also -.-" only got one very frenly. when i walk go take fo0d shouted my name n sae hi. haha. so paisehh so many ppl there. lol. well. he's da one when i young got to see him often. ha. now changed le. of cos cant recognise him. lol. but he was frenly anywae. da only one who come tok to mie n sis. LOL. he ask us if he's old. my sis sae ya. den asked if he's handsome my sis sae no =X LOL. tt's funny. ha. den sit awhile go back hm le. not close wit them also. stay oso sian. ha.
go hm. mommy daddy back ler. awww. po0r mommy got diarrhea. haha. den talked on da phone awhile b4 tt person gets to work. i wonder if i shld be happy or sad talking to him. LOL. anywae. i'm so tired todae. but i'll try to stay awake de =x to do wat. i dunno. guess lor =p
off to play le. tata. tc.
__________fiive`rebecca

ytd was rubbish dae but thank God chatted over the phone ltr in da nite n felt much more better. cos he's been makin mie luff all nite. THX =D eu shld noe who r eu bahs. no nid sae.
todae suppose to meet mx at 12. but i overslept -.- haa. cos ytd slept arnd 3plus. no choice. i rushed here n thr. heez. den went to outram park. long time no go thr le. haa. den buy her air ticket. ate. den go funan it mall. ehh. she's either SICK or TIRED or SLPY each time we go out. haa. tis time she's sick. poor poor thing. sick still wan eat KFC. -.-" lol. so fasta buy things den go hm le. cos dowan her ltr faint i no sstrength carry her =x lol.
reach hm le tok on da phone. haa. made mie laugh agn. well. things not da same after i saw his personal stuffs ? :( lol. wats up wit mie i also dunno. guess i shldnt haf seen those in the first place. i really find it hard to trust eu now. i'm sorry. hais.
mommy daddy comin back tmr. cant wait =D go play po0l le. am not thinking anymore.
__________fiive`rebecca.

i'm so bloody pissed off todae cos i've found another fcuking liar. saying he was guilty n all da BULLSHIT. haha. it's so laughable yea. here saying tat he loves eu and another moment he's in love with another. by saying sorry can solve everything ha. den i can go kill my fren and sae i'm sorry too. -.-" wat kind of bloody logic is this.
anywae i'm getting so frustrated not becos i need him soo badly pls. tt's becos i really hate ppl lying to mie like tis. and there goes the same for tt immature boy. both of eu really.. nah. i don wish to sae those nasty things out. fcuk. hate eu hate eu hate eu.
don ever lemme see the bloody eu. even if i do, i dont know eu. HAHA. glad i didnt drop a tear for tis kinda bastds. will be a laughing stock if i do!
__________fiive`rebecca.

awww. mommy daddy n bro off to msia todae. missed them. sobsob. if saturdae nv acc mx i go wit them already. kind of not used to it not having them at home. hehe. nvm. sundae they coming back lu.
anywae tis few daes kind of mood swings. only to tt who. dunno why. maybe tt person don understand mie ar. hais. really cant take it when ppl sms like no feeling lidat. also dunno why lidat ar. so sorry. it's like. ehh.. i also dunno how to sae. haiya. nvm. saying tis make mie lose so much in ppool -.-"
hehe haha. jus checked out my timetable n received letter from sch. so sad. not same class as cy. dunno how bad will my orientation be cos i'm so super shy >.<" but ppl get shocked when i sae i'm shy n i dunno y. LOL. anywae. timetable still ok. nt everydae is morning class. ha. gd for mie. can still slp longer.
hais. i'm going back to pool agn. while blogging i'm playin n i've been losing. suck. take care. i'll be enjoying myself in the masterbed rm wit my sis tonite ! HAHA *don get any wrong idea pls. tq (=
____________fiive`rebecca.

yo0ohoo. nth to do so n0w come blog. haha.
w0ws. carrot still rmbs the promise. i forgot =X don worry lar.
i wont forgot de. will see eu when eu're 31 yrs old kae. -.-
see eu with LOTs of wrinkles =X hahahaha

hmmm. t0dae jus another boring dae. no life. -.- playing yahoo pool all dae.
LOL. hais. i'll be lonely on gd friidae, sat, and sun ! ehh. no. only gd fridae.
SO SAD. gonna miss mommy daddy . huhus. alright.
gonna stop here. go play game ler. tata. poor carrot working. tc =D

+[[fiive`rebecca]]+

`yup i was refering abt her, but it seem like nth reali happen anyway must be we think too much``

yesterday went out wif them , was fun .althought mx was very tired but there was still alot of jokes n laughter.rebecca made a promise wif mi - eu better remember wat u say :) `31yrsold`u noe wad i mean HEe

as usual went to work today in the morning , today shipment came so got to move all the goods to the shelving so tiring . n the warehouse was so warm. finally time to go home slp all the way in the bus. tiring day goin to bed soon. tata ][. siX-karEn \ ][

hehe haha. t0dae went out wit them agn.
met them only in the afterno0n lar. c0s i lazy wake up s0 early =x
heez. then went t0wn agn -.-" walk walk lu. as usual take ph0to.
haha. t0dae n0body buy thinggs. all n0 $$. hahaha. p0or p0or thingg.
after tt g0 home lors. cy wanna watch superband, mx s0 tired. -.-" LOL.
g0 home le wanted watch superband. but watch the vcd nicerr. hahaa.
s0 n0w come blogging since i g0t nothing to do. hee. and n0w i'm off to play yaho0 pool.
s0 CYA ! take carre. I LOVE MY ACER BABY so much. -.-" LOL!

hehe haha. fridae n t0dae went out wit family. feel s0 bad spending s0 much m0ney each time we g0 out. haix!
anywae was fun lu. luff like sia0. haha.
fridae-g0 serango0n. daddy make his car. slacked until finish le g0 bugis walk luh. after tt went funan it mall -.- c0s bro wanna buy thingsss. s0 ex. =\ walk le den g0 h0me c0s quite late. g0 home do thinggs. s0oo tired n had a very early nite. lol.
t0dae-g0 ang m0 kio make daddy car. g0t a guy thr quite cute =x hehe haha -.-" after tt g0 taka lu. spent wh0le dae thr thou i d0n like to g0 thr. lolx. and todae bought uzap n isqueeze. SO FUN =x hahaha. n s0 shiok. lol.
- anywae carrot. wh0 eu toking abt ? eu t0king abt the 0ne i n0e also ? maybe i can r0ughly n0e. =\ cya so0n.
+[[fiive`rebecca]]+

boring day

today don have to work. so long didn slp for so long YAwnnN still feeling tired .so fast half a day gone. dunno wat happen to one of my friend, ask her but she just don wan to tell me anything .hope everything will be fine. siging off :) `siX:KAren>.

BORING DAE.
been surviving on yahoo po0l recently.
anyb0dy wanna plae wit mie ?
HOHO.
>.<
+[[fiive`rebecca]]+

-* thanx everyone for yr wishes *`

today is april the first , went out wif my mummy to marina square to celebrate my belated birthday .. went to eat japanese food.. yummy .. after tat went window shopping.. walk all the way frm marina to suntec city .. at there we went to see a fashion show. all the models look so gorgeous , so tall and they all looked so confident.
oh ya.. i finally found the cream to clean my leather bag , the shop name is 'The wizard' n the shop owner action n the way he talk do look like a wizard hehe.. overall was quite a nice day ..

`*rebecca- .. dun think too much . must overcome all these n u must be stronger . no matter wat happen u still haf us by yr side . thx anyway for yr concern .. see u soon :)
-[ six`' karen '-[