todae went wit family first.
den went to meet my darlingg.
hehee she's so cute ha.

first went to marina square.
haiyo. walk wit her i die.
shop like siao.
cos was having slight headaches then.
hah. actually come out mainly shop
for the bdae present de lor.
in the end shop for herself. LOL.

den went to dobhy ghaut de mrt thr.
& then for the sake of pepper lunch,
we actually took so many detours.
LOL. she noe i noe la.
see i so gd intro her to pepper lunch.
bet she liked it. hahahha.

after tt go play the lucky draw thingy -.-"
cos got 20bucks over.
haha so nice to play ha. =X
but lucky draw not very lucky.
jus gifts from some shops. lol.

afta tt went walkin arnd thr still.
carrot bought her clothes.
another receipt.
go lucky draw agn.
tis time wit a cap -.-" LOL.
went to plaza sing walk walk.
cant find present.
mus go cineleisure try.
& we really prayed hard tt thr will be
something! thnk God. haha.

den went to far east.
go shop for ourselves.
headache was getting worst.
hurhur.
almost cant take it anymore. lol.
was getting late ha.
reached hm abt 11.

awww actually sour&sweets invited
mie for nite cycling.
too bad i promised for a date.
haha. if not it sounds fun thou :)
missed the nite cyclin wit nyaa peepo.
haha was so funn.

tonites baubau workin agn.
hurhurrs.
bad to leave mie alone ha?
nvm la. anywae he earn $ gif mie.
ooops =X

aww. btw i leaked my secret out to
my darlingg. haha.
omg. was so shy lahh.
looks like we two in the same boat.
jus lurve her so much ha!
she's SO CUTE !
darling carrot,
remember it's 24APRIL2006 !!
muuuaaaaahhhhhx! :)

*oh yeah. thnkyou my darling
for the watch!
i love it so much !
hehez. anywae i still haven forget
our promise on ur 31st bdae;
25-hour watch. LOL.
iloveyou! =)

<33,
fiive*BECCA =]

YEAH !!! finally everything ended , how i wish this is my final year.want to leave the school as soon as possible. today had my bizca paper, was quite tough for me coz i didnt really study much last night, just hope for a pass for all my papers.
two weeks break, not really break actually, got lots of project waiting for me to complete BORED !! that's poly life
well well i miss my shopping trip so much . haha tomorrow i am goin to shop the whole day. i want to go marina square, bugis, orchard, plaza singapura, china town HAHA .. meeting my darling tml , she got to accompany me the whole day, rest your leg well today be prepare for tomorrow :)
wasnt in good mood these few days , tomorrow is always another day. learning to look at the brighter side of life __s i X ka Re N__

yay. FINALLY todae LAST paper!
wahhaha. i'm so happie.
but term break is only 2WEEKS -.-"
so pathetic lu.
happie for awhile only. hahs.

anywae. IDS todae is grr-ed.
hah. forget it.
after test went je wit classmates
to play pool again.
had lunch at kfc agn. >.<
todae wasnt in gd mood to play thou.
heh. sry classmates :)
after tt went to tk neoprints agn.
shall upload nxtime. heh.

aww. after tt acc hamizah till abt 5 30!
eu noe it's like a few hours at jec ?!
so walk walk, sit sit & rot.
lol. den went to sit wit RonaldMcDonald.
was lying on his shoulders so comfortably
tt everyone giving mie da weird look. LOL.

den 5 30 go meet mom;
hamizah go for her cca.
heh. mom went for hot yoga.
cool. somehow like wat we did for aerobics -.-
after tt daddy come fetch n off to dinner!

weehee. world cup's starting !
sadded i cant watch thou.
but anywae i wld rather watch netball =x

heez. so sad.
i'm lonely agn cos baubau's working;
TO SUPPORT MIE =X
awww. tmr gonna go out wit family agn.
halfwae meet my darling! heh.
o ya. i forgot :S
go out wit her will die one.
my legs will break one dae.
wahhaha.

anywae, i found another listening ear!
my classmate ha.
thnks ivan :) *he's my mommy.
& he's got himself a nice darl. :D

<33,
fiive*BECCA =]

well tis post is for todae! :)

anywae. i'm cheered up already.
hah. i dunno why.
i get mood swings easily too.
i'm insane. thnks.

well todae had btc test.
sighs. i dunno if i can make it.
even if i cld, jus borderline. ha.
i don care anywae :p

after tt waited for binnyi.
cos promised her to go watch da bball match.
o well. had kfc at imm.
go visit the "cute" guy again.
he's damn blur. i know,
cos i ordered from him. hah.
anywae we luffed all the wae thr.
den binnyi intro-ed her games in her lappy.
omg. n i'm so tempted to play 'crazy taxi' agn!
i cant wait for tues to come!
to ms chng's hse n play n bbq!
haha yays. another netball gathering.
long-time-no-see mates. =]

after imm, slowly take our time to yuhua cc.
who noes; they haven start.
hah. seein them use newspaper dry e floor;
jus reminds mie of da pasts.
heh. so long no watch bball&nball matches.
sadded. tis yr cant get to watch nball.
shall wait for nx yr! =comin back to tt,
eew. we waited so long for the match to start,
and it's WALKOVER ?! hurr.
sad. wasted our time thr.
wanted to watch the other game.
but decided not to gif our tv prog a miss.

so nice of binnyi acc to da bridge.
awww. n i suppose to sms her when i reach hm.
so sweeet ha? nice bf i haf.

i wanna play 'crazy taxi' !!! ;p

*you're my sunshine after the rain. :)
IMISSYOU ~ !

tmr last dae.
& here comes my term break!! YAY.
all i can think of is;
my TERM BREAK & give ids up.
hah. i don gif a damn anymore.

<33,
fiive*BECCA =]

aww. didnt get to blog ytd.
cos got some error. so i gave up.
cos i was sooo blacked-out ytd. >.<
sighhs.

ytd had poa paper.
was OK i GUESS.
after tt went to tiong bahru catch a movie.
-Over The Hedge;
as recommended by my sis. ha.
but the movie was really cute!
heez. didnt regret watchin it :)
hmmm. after movie den walk walk.
that's when i suddenly became moodless;
cos of something.
but i don wish to sae out :)

spent a long time in the mrt station.
had some quiet moments;
so sorrie for da attitude :(
i noe i was wrong. but i cant help it.
after tt went to meet mum.
as usual. acc for dinner.
den for her dance.
i like being there.
nice place; nice ppl.

den reached hm at abt 10 ha.
was so tired.
didnt touch a single thing for btc.
sighs. i'm really really dead.

ytd nite we didnt tok much.
cos was still cooling down.
den tok to his sis. heh.
she's so cute ha.
but too bad wasnt in e mood
to tok to her ytd.

anywaes, everythings 'OK' now.
or at least i hope it's ok.

wat you promised,
pls don break it..

<33,
fiive*BECCA :S

common tests commenced.
ha. didnt study much.
ytd's paper was still alright i guess.
but todae it SUCKED totally.
omg. i left out so many qns which
consisted of abt 10marks! :(
haix. nvm la. heck care already.
i'm prepared to fail le :D

todae b4 paper met up wit darl.
she after paper waited for mie.
55mins as wat she claimed?!
haha anywae i'm touched la okay :)
had lunch wit her at canteen 2.
wanna eat italian food dunno how to pronounce =x
haiyo. in the end i help her buy. hurhur.
anywae she told mie sth;
which i cant believe at first too!
hahahh but I'M HAPPY.

den went to library study?!
aha. like wat darl said, we took pics instead.
but got read thru a lil?
once go in den come out le.
less than 5mins i gave up. ha.

after tt so nice of mie to go hm wit cy agn.
took 154 wit her.
so long no go thr le.
so many memories ha.
both sad&happy memories.

sighs. tmr poa paper. how ha?
now really no mood to stardee.
sighh. nv been lke tis.
it's worst than havin o'lvls!
more slack than ever! >.<

awww..... :(

<33,
fiive*REBECCA :

after an enjoyable weekend and the starting of this week is my common test. today just finish my second paper Econs. was quite ok better than yesterday ITL paper. so many things to memorise , my brain cant store any more. today met my darling after my paper went to eat at canteen 2 after that we headed to the library to STUDY!! but in the end we end up taking pictures. haha but we did study abit. hope the paper for her is easy :) tml is my maths paper goin to stop here . good luck to those having exams . ___ sIx+karE-N

todae went out wit baubau.
reached tamp at 12 lidat -.-"
in the end he's late.
he got his punishment anywae. LOL.

went to tamp mall; fd court.
so full ar. den walk arnd awhile.
went his house.
younger sis at hm.
ahaa. eew. i so shy ha.
buden she very frenly.
lolx. fell asleep awhile.

after tt went to his work place.
at pasir ris park.
den by the sea side sooo nicee.
so romantic ha? =X


i like tis place!
jus so relaxiingg ha :)
was so shy ar.
his colleagues thr -.-"
but they were also frenly.
hehe haha.
had food there.
omg was really full ar.
cannot take it anymore.

after tt took cab to pasir ris mrt.
den all the wae back to je!
yawwn. i'm so tired.
haix. i haven even start revising!!
i'm really dead tis time :(

*thx for tolerating all my attitudes todae.
thx for cheering mie up w/o fail.
& thx for LAUGHING AT MIE. hmph.

tired tired.
go slp soon. hurhurr.

i'm depressed...
happy on the appearance..
sad on the inside :(

<33,
fiive*BECCA

well. todae wake up so early agn.
hurhurr.
usual routine again.
breakfast, den to mt.E, den to raffles place.
heh. well. didnt really haf da mood thr.
cos heard some things sadded/bad?
i dunno. sigh.
didnt really tok to him.
cos he was tokin to other ppl.
only when we were leavin he called mie.
chatted wit us awhile.
den we bye-ed. i dunno y he gave mie da face.
sighs.

after tt went to haf lunch laa.
den went caltex hse.
went to downgrade mmuh plan.
so feel free to call mie ha.
whole dae incomin free eh.
partly cos for e sake of da pig.
wanna tok to mie so much;
tt i've to change my plan =X

went to pacific plaza.
our relative doin networkin -.-"
no choice la. jus go lor.
bought a couple of things thr thou.
went mac to wait for bro to come.
eew. was so pissed wit the girl.
keep staring like dunno wat.
so stare back at her.
HAHA. she go complain to her mom sia.
smart. so the mom also diao mie.
haha. of cos i diao back la. SHYT lehs.

after tt went to mustafa. wahahaha.
bought cheap cheap things thr.
went to haf indian food.
todae is Indian Day. LOL.
the india boy beside our table;
was so cute n chubby! haha.

after tt abt to go home le.
my uncle from kl called.
but was in s'pore.
they were near, so went to join them.
as usual, drinking again.
aha. i drank a lil too.
n den my uncle kept on makin mie luff;
wit his talkings & actions. ZZZ.

abt 10plus go hm la.
kind orf tired.
sighh. been really down lately.
& i dunno why.
i hope he don hide anything frm mie.
of cos as a fren, i'm willin to share.
but wat he shared. & wat i heard.
totally different?
SIGHS. i alsoo dunno la.
i hate FLIRTYs. =[

alright. common tests comin in few daes;
& i've yet to touch my notes.
i'm really really dead tis time.
worse than o'lvls.
cos at least o'lvls are basic -.-"
these are new things sia.
how to pass lidat. haix.

sadded`moments..
fiive*REBECCA =[

i love you.
you love mie.
we are happy family.
wit a great big hug;
& a kiss frm mie to you!
wont you sae u love mie too :)
-BARNEY&friends.

i hate you.
you hate mie.
we are little enemies.
wit a great big punch;
& a kick from mie to you!
wont you sae u hate mie too :

omg. it's getting abit lame here i noe
-_____________-"
sorrie ha. abit weird todae.
wire went loose.

hmmm..
todae no prac.
but went for lectures.
todae lectures are light.
common test comin.
sighh. n i haven started one bit yet.
hoho.
had 2hrs of break after lectures.
ehh. i gave attitude to my classmates sia.
haix. wat happened to mie huhh.
i feel so bad ar.
they were so nice to msn mie;
even thou i'm jus a table owae in class.
well everything's back to normal. heh.
such wonderful classmates.

todae had da IT test;
do excel -.-"
omg. didnt noe much eh.
hurhurr.
but heck la.
try my luck. hurhur.

after tt went home.
not alone tis time.
gd ar got blacky; jason acc mie.
ahaa. funny la.
he's so crappy =X
ooopps.

went to buy dinner for myself.
cos family ate out todae.
sadded. i late ar. cant make it.
so here i am so lonely at home.
hah.
toopid pig workingg.
sae wan gif mie allowance?
come come. i'm waiting ~!!
hehe haha $_$

alrights. wkends coming again.
mus enjoy !!
hmmm. lookin forward to sundae.
cos somebody's gonna cook for mie?
hahha. hmmm. i doubt his culinary skills =X
ooopp. kidding la.
it's e tots tt counts ya :)

ohh nooooooo.
i'm deeply in love wit mr.BARNEY!
hehee soooo cute!
barney barney barney rox!!

<3,
fiive*BECCA.BARNEY =]

IS todae.
ahha. met 3 orf my darlings & ivan for lunch.
heh. bet he mus be honoured to haf lunch w us.
well, sour shldnt get jealous ok.
cos we not flirtin wit ur DARLING.
hahhaa.
had so much to chat wit my darlings. hee.
mus meet up soon after common tests!

well. such a relieved tt CATS proj handed up.
& were first to hand in ha!
so hardworking eh.
thnk God i managed to find a printer;
cos mine screwed mie up last min -.-"
thnks kenny! :)

after CATS was S&W.
aha. todae very relaxed la.
were the last to turn up agn.
haha.
cos the floor slippery la;
so didnt do kick boxing.
did yoga instead -.-"
but ended early.
so asked binnyi wanna haf dinner for tonite.
hehh. waited for her!

went imm.
eat. walk. & go see BARNEY&FRIENDS!!
barney's sooooo cuuuute!!
hand short short de =X
so darn cute la!





aha. isnt barney cute?
so chubby n heavy n giantic =X

hehh. after awhile more den went hm lu.
cos was kinda late le la.
anywae olwaes had fun when i'm wit her.
hehee. sad ha cant go wit her to the emerge conference.
don worrie. will visit eu all nxtime! :)

<3,
fiive*BECCA =]

weeeehee. todae supposed to meet xinyu at 10.
but i overslept! >_< den rush here rush thr. sadded.
gd thing met jason on the bus. got ppl pei mie.
den suppose to do btc proj.
in the end everyone ended up doin ids. LOL.



well. todae's carol's bdae. HAPPY BURFDAE CAROL :)
before poa was kind orf celebratin carol's bdae;
bet she mus be touched ha.
durin poa was another trial test. sigh.
as usual; rackin my brains till it burst -.-
thou it's open bk. wonder how lil i can score. hurhurr.
forget it laa. it's overr =[
anywae after poa was ids. not as bad. didnt doze off.
but had quiz.
can discuss la tt's why can jus pass.
haa. if not think i'll fail. after sch on my wae out; saw des again.
he didnt see mie. each time i see him my heart is so heavy.
sigh. the feeling's jus so indescribable. :(

go meet mommy. as usual acc her.
see i so filial ha. :)
b4 goin dance i recommended her to eat sth;
whr i nv eat b4 as well. cos since morning till den i haven eat anything. ><
went to 'the arcade' at raffles place thr la.
had western food for myself.
it's nice; all thnks to my recommendation =]
after tt walk walk awhile den go true yoga thr.
saw mom's instructor; remo. hehh.
bet he mus b thinkin i'm angry.
cos i didnt tok much. lol.
guess who i saw when goin home ha?
i saw QI EN ! des' gd fren.
haha. my mama sae he lengzai eh. :)
hmmm. not bad laaa.
last time karen also got interest one lor =X
oops. jk okie.

sighs. tmr CATS.
project due tmr.
and i haven even started on my part.
wth. i'm so tired.
eyes so dry now.
but if i don do by tonite i'll be dead;
by tomoro. hurrr.
gtg rush for it le. haix.

tmr gonna meet my darling carrot for lunch.
wonder if ivan gonna make it.
if not i'll b so shy agn enterin e class myself.
LOL.

tired tired tired... =[

<3`
fiive*BECCA

uploading pics orf 1C02; 30may06 ..
first class outing! :) thou some wasnt thr wit us.
lucky to haf such great bunch orf classmates!

todae btc lecture was gd =X
revised abit den released us early !
hehh.
after tt was poa n i wasnt listening at all thou.
and lecturer released us early too.
wahahhaaa.
den went wit classmates to jec;
lunch at long john.
den went to take neoprint.
hahha. funny la =after tt went play pool wit them.
was ssoo fun & i'm gettin the hang of it. -.-"
was much fun wit them.
lots orf luffter n everything.
eh. while playin pool i did sth so embarrassin. =only 3 ppl noe. SHHH. >_<
i'm happie todae;
being able to enjoy wit my classmates.

& one thing in particular;
sour's finally calling sweety - darling :)
so sweeet ha.

after tt went to je library wit carol.
STUDY leh. so guai rites.
but was sitting down thr drawin stuffs -.-
den waited for jeremy.
hahha. he came wit afian.
they were initally so shy. so am i.
hahaa. well. carol clicked well wit them
so i kept quiet.
draw 'precious moments'.
gonna gif it to someone i treasure?
hhahaa. so mushy. eeeyuck!

ehh. abt 8plus abit they faster go rush;
watch bball match -_______-"
wat to do. guys' olwaes lidat. hurhur.

reached home abt 10.
soo tired eh.
sigh. haven draw finish my IDS.
how how how? =[
sianed.

<3s,
fiive*BECCA =]

todae agn almost dozing off in MES lecture -.-"
buay tahan! so slpy man.
and up till now i don even noe a single thing.
haix. i wonder how to pass my common tests.

gd thing got piggy's jacket acc mie.
don forget wat eu promised;
i waiting for my adidas jacket.
teeheehee! :)

went to acc mom over for her dance.
diff instructor.
was so slpy tt i almost dozed off thr.
llucky piggy called.
talked; & bought himself a new phone!
haa. happie for eu la.

juz finished watching 'kal ho naa ho'.
haha. very nice show.
made mie cry from time to time.
omg it's really so touching n sad.
hurhurhurrrrr.

die la tmr lectures again.
really gonna bore mie to death.
sighhs.

HAPPY ADVANCE BDAE TO MY KORKOR! :)

<3,
fiive*BECCA =]

todae suppose to stay at home.
but since piggy wanna meet, i scarificed =X
how GREAT am i ya?

well. supposed to get ready n leave by ten lidat.
but in the end become abt 12.
hahas. cos i was too lazy to get up;
and becos of da rain!
but in the end also ran in the rain. how sad ha.
tk mrt all the wae to TAMPINES!
another sacrifice lor. hurhurr.
& den go find the library myselfff =walk halfwae dunno how to walk liao.
mus prove to the pig i noe how to go.
so opened my golden mouth n asked. omg.
so shy so shy. LOL.

reached le, do hw awhile.
& was pissed agn. hurhurr.
awww. so sweet. put tt ring wit a note.
actually my heart smiling la;
dowan let eu see only. =x lol.
anywae, i like it alot. =]
it's the tots tt count ya~

after library went to tamp mall;
eat sakae sushi.
hahaa. and pls ha. so siao.
went competing wit him see who eat finish 1st;
n who shall be da queen/king for e dae. =hahaa i did play cheat la. but i still the queen for e dae lor.
hehee. walked awhile le; too crowded.
den go his house initially to put things den go out agn.
but in the end spent e whole afternoon thr till abt 8.
hehh. n i was like digging his soft toys. =X
*ehhh. is eu teach mie one okae. lol.

so sadd ha. todae didnt go to ur working place to drink.
nx time mus bring mie go kae!
& i mus drink! not fruit juice huh. :)

abt 8plus went hm.
so nice of him acc mie allll the wae to je n back to tamp.
hahaa. thnks for everything;
and also makin mie smile.
i'm happy todae. =]
& also! thnks for ur jacket.
hehh. i'm from ITALY ok.

thnks to him, i'm an ITALIAN now. hehe haha.
support italy ya! LOL.
thnkiew thnkiew thnkiew.
-_______________________-"
got to do autocad assgn le la. hurhur.
sianed.boring.
tk cre ppls.
gddddd niteyyyyyyyyy.

l0ves,
fiive*REBECCA =]

finally can sit & relax after such a long & tiring dae. hurhur.
first started off wit family as usual la;
breakfast, carwashh, etc.
den mom went for her dance class todae.
waited for her to endd.
remo asked us to join them for lunch.
but too bad we cant :(
cos daddy gonna fetch mie to harbourfront.

reached thr, met xinyu.
& den went to control station meet the rest;
from 1c01&3.
well, they were not as unfrenly as i expected =X
nice bunch orf ppl.
hahhaa. even the one who took us arnd.

eew. went to da office.
& mus wear da safety thingys! ;
helmet, vest, belt, shoes.
OMG. the helmet i wore was old one pls! =and den all da shoes are the guys',
soo dirty & BIG !
hurhurrr.
den went to da construction site;
looks very dangerous.
alot uncles telling us better not work tis kindd.
LOL. den took lots of pics & explanations as well la.

was so hot!
but think the new shoppin centre gonna b nice,
judgin from da construction. i'm lookin forward to tt!

after such a long walk,
finally went to site office; blow air-con
and drink waterrr. hahaas.
uncles thr were frenly n nice =]
& we get to learn alot of things thr!

walk finish le haf to walk thru the shoppin centre agn.
and it's soo paiseh leh. no face la. lol.
den quickly wash up & meet mom dad n kor at ps; tcc.
happy for daddy cos he finally bought d820!
guess he really used to samsungg. lol.

anywaes, went to haf dinner den back hm.
jus so tired tt i slpt in the car. lol.
now mommy's cutting onion from SO FAR,
and i'm cryin in my room -.-"
sadded. todae i so lonely sia.
sis not comin back; pig's workingg =[
nvm la. tmr meetin him.
bet he mus b jumpin all over =X
hahahhaa kidding ok -.-"

alright. i'm tired.
shall stop here.
go watch hindi movie =X
oops. i'm fallin in love wit bollywood songs;
all thnks to mom & her dance class n her frens n instructor!

tearfulmonth,
fiive*BECCA =]

todae finally MES prac cos it's been postponed for quite awhile.
and we're in grps; suppose to measure some ductworks or sth lidat -.-"

den was BTC & MES lectures.
sigh. again i didnt listen at all =[
i'm dead meat.
common tests comin & i'm slackin all da wae.
i gonna flunk it la. sigh.

den 2hrs of break lu.
went to photocopy sth for the MES thingy.
haiyo. we were so noob thr la;
were thr letting ppl photocopy first -.-" doh.
den b4 IT lesson start, as usual guys playin game;
gurls surfing, readin blog watever.

i was browsing thru some blogs la.
sigh.
den somehow i browsed to des' blog.
hehh. has changed ya.
i tagged too.
& he said he was surprised.

my mood lvl of the dae den was getting lower.
well. no use brooding over da pasts ler.

after tt met mom agn as usual go acc her.
den while waiting the piggie called.
chatted awhile, but lots of luffter. heh.
thnks huh. haven been luffin tt much since.. eu noe.
& i was like mad woman tokin to him lor.
some more got ppl beside mie la >.<

don forget wat eu promised mie ok.
sakae sushi, pastamania, pizza hut, etc, O2 MINI, 7610 ! =]
i'm waiting huh. LOL.

SIGHS. tmr mus go to harbourfront constructn site la.
so sianed lors. goin wit two other grps frm other class.
den will shy neh. hurhur.

i'm tired todae. aching all over. cos of aerobics; kick boxing -.-"
piggy went to watch some mtv. tt's wat he claimed.
hope the mtv is not sth like r21. =X
hahahahaha kidding la dehh.
let's go out together w my sis n her bf k!
tt's ur idea as well as my sis' eh. cool. hehee.

TAKECARE ALL.
igodieliao =p

MUCHsadness,
fiive*REBECCA. =[

awww. todae carol last min tell mie she dowan go sch.
make mie dunno who to find to acc mie go sch!
hurhurr. msged quite a couple of ppl.
in the end my darling carrot replied first. so meet her.
hahhaa. den met ivan first, go library find my darling.
lolx. and saw mengxue; my beloved sis! hhahas.
i noe she missed mie alott =X

den we 3 walked to blk 50.
had so much to tok to my darling lors.
she so cuuuuuute wit her hair tied up!
hahhaa. i jus lurve it tat wae.
awww. meeting her after common tests;
for herr beloved's pressie. -.-" i cant wait!

& den had CATS.
sttarted on our proj already. awwww. =[
anywae started raining when havin aerobics.
haha so we jus round 5 rounds only. yay.
todae learn kick boxing. hahaa. toot leh.
quite fun la. can apply these on bad guys.
and when it's time for relaxin; whr we lie dwn n close eyes,
i almost fell aslp agn! =\ LOL.

ehh. waited for cy at bus stop cos she sae wan go hm also.
so i waited & see it's so nice of mie to miss my bus n tk 154;
all the wae to her hse n tk 98 back to je n walk back! LOL.
anywae, had lots to catch up as well. hehh.

woooo. getting used to my baby sony ericsson.
hahas. but kind of miss v3i.
but most of all, i missed 7610 MOST! =[
i don mind having it agn. but alot ppl sae i siao. ha.
hmmm. WAT's NEXT ? it's O2 MINI !!! i'm waiting for my ah bubu to buy for mie lehhh =p i'm waiting waiting waiting ~ LOL.

so sweet of bubs to come meet mie to pass mie jacket actually.
but turn out didnt cos didnt wan waste time n everything.
& so sorrie ar. i was so blur tt i didnt noe eu were on ur wae here =[
thnks for ur thoughfulness ha! sweets! hehh.

tmr is gonna be another boring dae!
hurhurrrrs.

<3,
fiive*REBECCA o.O

todae as usual met xinyu & carol earlier.
but i was late. didnt noe carol was even later -.-
watever it is la. went to 34 to do our hw.
and i'm so fcuked up wit e interior dsgn drawings. sigh.

had btc tutorial.
so lucky to haf lecturer's student arrangin for us to the construction site. cos the ppl thr olwaes don let us go in & take information de.
sigh. mus go thr on sat =[ i cant go out wit my family ? sobs.

had poa tutorial.
suppose to do qns. totally no mood.
i teared. ?
sigh. i hate it.
phew; no one noes. sour's so nice to ask if i was ok.
tt's an advantage of havin a sour classmate :)
sigh. those qns i'm doing all wrong.
cos no one's guiding.
& didnt pay attention during poas.
tt's the consequences.
well. i've to blame myself but not anyone for tat.

after poa was ids.
and pls. it's killing mie!
drawing 2-point perspective after drawing 1-point?!
sigh. i haven even finish da first one.
nobody's helping. sadded.
i'm trying to depend on myself.
ivan offered to help. but thks, was too late.

a dae without my phone was a REAL TORTURE to mie.
lucky xinyu lend mie hers; thx a billion =]
i really cant live without aa phone. sighh.

meet mommy.
went to oceans tower. saw familiar faces :)
& mom's pineapple tarts got everyone so hungry. heez.
tt grp of ppl are so cute;
they don look like working adults & married woman.
they're really nice & funny bunch of WOMEN. =p

well, right now. not doin anything else already.
i'm jus waiting n waiting n waiting for my sis to come back,
WIF MY PHONE!

big SIGHS. tmr IS modules.
i hate it as well la! sobs =[
i wanna pon pon pon! grrrr.

big smile; small sighs,
fiive`REBECCA =S

todae btc & poa lectures. omg. i didnt even listen one bit during poa lectures!
how could i huh. really felt so slpy den.
no mood to concentrate. i told myself to.
but i simply cant. was drawing all over my notes agn.
was so pissed by the idiot sitting behind mie.
so bloody irritating. olwaes putting her leg on my chair. PUI.
think her leg very nice smell ar. LIKE SAI smell lor. yucks.

went harbourfront agn. wit both.
saw darling sis wit deedee. so sweet. i gonna haf diabetes.
deedee's having a crave for sth.
no choice but to help him. thnks much to J for helping deedee.
well, I Had A Bad Day.
don wanna elaborate on it.
wanted to change phone todae. but. SHIT. spoil my dae.
den went to causeway point agn to ask.
had a long ride there. & i'm giving attitude to him.
but i feel so guilty now. I'M SORRY.

the ppl todae spoilt my dae.
it's not my dae todae. sigh.
was taking 178 from woodlands to je. alone.
listening to wang lee hom's previous album.
& totally reminds mie of the happy and fun times in his hse.
together wit him n his lil bro;
playing ps & everythingg. sigh.
i wont be able to do tt in future.

i wanna be happy in time to come.
i don wanna suffer from depression >.<

sigh. might not be holdin on to my phone tmr.

i really don feel like goin to sch tmr. feel like pon-ing.
haix. but. forget it laa. i have to go =[
stupid interior dsgn drawings makin mie go crazy.
i wanna give it up soon! cant take it anymore.

i'm tired. i miss my bed. my pillow.
*i'm TRULY SORRY for todae. i noe i'm an attitude sucker.
i cant help it ya. thx for being nice. & tryin to make mie smile.
just like the pasts.

sighs,
fiive`REBECCA =

todae lessons were OK i guess. hahaa. had MES quiz. open bk. lol. first was 22 out of 24.
but lucky can re-do! think most of us get full marks laa. phew. haha.
once again, nearly falling asleep in MES lecture.
dunno why i no mood to concentrate todae. was drawing all over my notes. LOL.
everything went as normal la. doh.

& happie burfdae to ivan! :) *wonder if sour'd made any plans. oops. =X i shuddap la.

hmmm. den after sch went to meet up wit someone for dinner as was planned -.-" haha.
went all the way to causeway point. hurhurr.
met already ar; go arcade. go walk walk. den went to gelare. haha. he ate the thing was like a shit thr =X but it's choc ice-cream. hahhaa. & i forced him to drink my smoothie. LOL. cos he claimed tt thr's milk when i cant even taste it! -.-" fussy eater & drinker. lolx.
and den we walked agn la cos he wanna "explore" ? hahaa. nx time i shall go to the east and "explore". heheez.

he gave mie a gift! and it's kind orf big one. so we went to metro take a bigger carrier. make mie hold like auntie all the wae home sia. hurhurr >_<
walked abit of pasar malam n off we went hm la. most of the time we actually see toys. -.-" he's so childish =X hehee.
took 178 home. isn't as long as wart binnyi told mie. scared mie when i heard the trip is long. lolx. actually cant wait to open the gift to see wat is it. hurhurr. but i tahan until go home! and..

he actually gave mie a bouquet of ferrero rochers and AWWW. harharr.
i'm touched. =] *thnkiew so so so so much for the gift. so nice until i cant bear to eat it. LOL.
it's nice nice nicey! hahhaa.

sianed. tmr lectures! i gonna be bored to death pls. hurhurr. plus. still considerin if i shld buy my phone tmr. i feel so tempted to change phone! cos i dowan to flip anymore. hahahaha. =will be visiting harbourfront again wit classmate n another fren. haha hoppe they wont be as quiet as a tombstone. LOL. i wanna eat pastamania ! =[ hurhurr.

<3,
fiive`REBECCA

end of my weekends. boring. spent my weekends at home and working . yesterday sleep quite late, was doin my hmk and chatting wif my darling* she say she is my darling not my dear!! haha. she told mi a joke , was quite funny. i really do miss those days when we are together , yesterday we do haf lots to catch up yeah? maybe reali too long nvr had a nice chat wif u . must date u out first if not u r goin to say LONG QUEUE rite ? haha.
Well today watch the 'devil beside you' again. He jun xiang reali very shuai , and the show is so nice, dun mind watching it again.
I do think people who persure their dream are very respectful and courageous. until now i still regret for the course tat i choose. maybe i should reali wake up. WAKEUP!! concentrate on what am i doin now. forget abt those dreams. ][6sIXx-karen][

todae's sunday & i lurve to stay at home! hahaa. slept till almost 12. not surprising cos i slept at abt 3 or so ytd. cos i was talking to my dear carrot ytd till quite late. so sad ar i go already she till got assignments. hehez. actually wanted to wait for buhbiee =X buden i dozed off. so sadd.

todae den realised got autocad homework haven do lor. haiya. ask classmates, they've done. so i no choice lor go do also la. omg. and it took such a long time for mie to figure out some dimensions. hurhurr. thnk God i managed to finish it!

anywae i'm disappointed. i dunno why la haiya. i tried not to think abt it already but i cant seem to. tis few daes jus seem to be so down for mie. =\ i've got no mood. sorrie ppl if i've given eu bad attitude or offended eu or whatever. sorry!

SIGH,
fiive`REBECCA =[

todae woke up so early as usual thou it's a sat. haa. so went breakfast den to ocean towers. cos mom n sis go see doc thr. den after tt mom went for her dance class.
hmmm. tt was the first time been thr cos we usually go pacific plaza one. hahas. and it's indeed a very nice place! the atmosphere n everything's soo nice.
den saw my so-called bf. lol. my mom n sis keep suan-ing mie la. shiet. i'm shy -.-"
abt 12plus sis gotta go work le so sadd. den alone waiting for mom n watching them dance. lolx. after tt those ppl from the dance class were like sooo cute, even asked to join for lunch but too bad daddy's comin to fetch us. hehee.

den while going down, her dance instructor also thr la. hahaa. den my mom kept teasing agn. LOL. den he n mom xchanged numbers n soon after got my number as well. & den he called sia. i shy la, ask mommy pick up first =X and den after tt tok to him awhile. so sad; he keep calling mie a monkey >.< do i look like one? LOL.

went harbourfront agn; delifrance to see my darling sis. haha. saw tt deedee as well. he kept on like wanna luff sia. haha. cos i was luffing at him =X so sweet to wrk thr togetherr.. how niceyyy.
den walked arnd lors. bought a couple orf things den go see phone. n YAY. dad decided to lemme change phone. hahas. but.. cant afford ex one sia. haix. when's my $$ coming baccck ):
anywae, i decided to buy k750i. cos see my cousin have i tempted leh. i noe it's the older one but is nicer den newer ones. hahahahaaa. at least i can change. cos i sianed orf my v3i. nid to flip here flip there -.-" LOL. i shall not change phone anymore! pls don tempt mie anymore! haha. n i hope i meant wat i sae la.
anywae bubu sae nx time i wan wart phone he buy for mie de lor. so no nid worry can change or not =X don break ur promise. HAHAs. den went to food court. didnt felt like eatingg. cos was kinda full. harhar.

soo tired agn. but i promised to TRY to stay awake waiting. hahaa. i try i try. i hope i can =anywae ah bu revealed sth to mie & i was kind of disappointed cos like.. who wldnt? cos i'm not that kind of anything-girl lor. sigh. but wat is done cannot be undone. cant possibly be go kill him -.-" jus tt i wont forget it so easily.

yippees. teens mag got WLH!! go buy laa. very nice!! LOL.

loves!
fiive`REBECCA =]

weeeee~ todae got total orf abt 4hrs of break! haha. cos btc's prac & lecture cancelled. how nice ;p den we were sitting arnd using our lappy lu. think da guys crazy playing dota & gals so guai. haha. mie n tinghui were msn-ing thou we were few tables owae. haha. she so cute la. guess she mus be missing mie lorts. hehhee. so nice to have a sour classmate =X LOL.

after tt went for MES lecture. den lunch den ITE. lol. i very tired la. feel like slping lors. after sch still haf ta go to harbourfront wit xinyu for proj. haiya. den WASTED trip. don wanna elaborate on it. lol. anywae got one woman worker told us not to go in la cos very dangerous =\ hahaa den willy sae he so qiao on the bus saw mie tokin to the motorcyclist lor. shiet! how could he. so suay la let him see i go thr sia. hahaha. anywae. haf to find a macho man wit us already to ensure our security. anyone interested? LOL.
den as usual went to shoppin centre thr. den went mac sit down drink n share food. haha. how sweet orf us rite? so romantic =\ lol. n den she kept luffing again i dunno y. but i noe one part when i became siao - kept on making children =X oops.

den took 97 alone again. so lonely ar and the trip is so longgg. hurhur.
well. jus now call mie to wake him up. den in the end slp like a PIG. sighh. dunno call how many times lor. nx time i wont wake him up le. n i was so pissed lor.
pick up already i sae "wake up already ar?"
then "ya"
so i said "ok la den byebye"
guess wart. jus a "BYE" ? i called so many times n jus a bye. WTH.
waste my time calling only. stupid pig.
i don mean jus a bye cannort lor. i mean like the tone was like shit?
haix. he no feeling one lor. cant eu jus be a lil more sensitive?

pui.

frenster de profile sae tis but meant the other. sigh.
i'm jus so confused. am i disappointed? sad? or angry? or even HAPPY?
i hate liars. i hate ppl who promise mie things but break it behind mie.
I HATTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!

sobbs. i'm breaking down soon. depressed. devastated.

gd thing he's working todae. if not i'll be more mad than ever. sigh.

mommy sae my "bf"; her dance instructor, find mie sia. hahaa. so sweet orf him lehs. nvm. think mommy goin tmr. i'll go see him tmr. =X lols. sry i depressed till siao -.-"
anywae don wanna spoil my wkends. finally wkend le. been waiting so longg. haix. time to enjoy.. tk cre all.

<3,
fiiveREBECCA =[

Didnt slp well last nite. Today lesson start at 1 but got to wake up early got to rush my project for today presentation.
went back to ycss today wif cy to collect our o level cert in the morning. after tat we went to the toilet our usual routine, when i step in the first thing i realise was the full length mirror. wow now ycs got full length mirror . so nice. hehe. of coz we went to the canteen to grab some food . i miss the stall 7 food . eunice and aiwei came and tok to us. we chat alot , reali miss those days in sch. aiwei told mi a secert abt eunice HAHA i reali cant believe it.As i was too engross in my conversation wif them i forgot the time. i was late . i meet my IS group mates at 10.30 and i am still in sch . oh god. i quickly finish up my food and rush to np. reach there at 11 . late for 1/2 anhour . luckily i was not the latest. we den start preparing our presentation. soon lesson started, we draw lots to see which group start their presentation first , we are the third group which was the last group. finally everything is done .and we got back our result . we got 14/20. last min job shoulb be quite ok .
after lesson meet cy again . she went to my house to get her skates, after tat we went back to sch together. meet her friends and we all went for inline skating. had fun over there. learn lots of new stuffs. when i was skating all my worries.stress just disappear. the feeling was so nice. we skate until 9 . pack up and we left the place . tiring day .........six.karen.......

todae was soo tiringg. had CATS. sigh. eh. carol so nice to walk mie all the wae to blk50 and den back to blk56 again. haha.. THX A MILLION, CAROL =] my habit from sec sch like came back agn. haha. cos i was like walking very slow lately tt they realised it. LOL. but todae was super slow cos i was super tired la. cos ytd nite i didnt slp well. who msg mie i also forgot le. for instance carol told mie to meet wart time, i came to realise tis morning tt i don noe if i'm meeting her -.-" lol. but i can clearly rmb ah bu's msg. cos it was like so sweet. >.< haha.

hmmm. todae as usual la. were in our grps discussing abt some creative skills. tt guy from my grp were saying tis module was useless. hahaa. hmmm. i agree =X
after CATS went for aerobics la. as usual 2rnds warm up. but somehow i can run better when i'm tired. hahhha. but when aerobics start i tired until no strength. lol. todae was really tiring n HOT. i was sun tanning thr =X lol.

after tt went home. took the same bus as jason. lol. he's slow lor =X tell him i join bics-aero he tot i join pick arrows. O.o den after quite some time den he realised it's aerobics. HAHA. tt's cute. =den toked to priya; ex ycs. hahha. den tok until netball. hmmm. sigh. ii quitted netball becos orf some personal reasons. but everybody think i quit becos orf coach? haix. only a few ppl noe why i quitted. i was so toopid to make tt decision tt i regretted it now. anywae, i've decided! to join netball again! haha. wit lan dan. lol. long time no play lo. will join for recreational one. if not very stress. hee.

well. i dunno why ar.. suddenly miss my 7610s very very very muchh =[ but if i buy agn ppl sae i really siao. lol. arggh. if only i sticked on to that phone. hurhurrr. how toopid orf mie. but nvm. i'm eyeing on w700i, w800i, w810i. haha. buy mie one pls!!

alrights. i'm waiting for call le. hope i don wait too long till i dozed off. i very understandin de. let eu do all ur things first. hurhurrr. I'M SLEEPY ~

<3,
fiiveREBECCA [=

went to sch earlier wit 2 classmates to finish up hw. but so tired. ytd slpt abit ltr. cos chatted wit b. sigh. and i teared. i really have no idea why. hais. partly cos i felt guilty. partly cos i felt pissed. and partly i felt really touched when he said those things. think my pms' really bad. but thnk God i managed to finish hw.
sigh. started to be really moody in the afternoon. pms -.-" even the f word came out orf my mouth. haix. i'm sorry. didnt wan it too. had btc and poa tutorials and den interior dsgn. interior dgn suck la. draw again. den soo slpy. wanted to slp in class le. but teacher everytime also see.

after sch went to meet binnyi la. walked wit her n her fren to bus stop. den we headed to jec. went to pass things and den went for dinner. saw a grp of ycs students. ha. some were from netball. and thr we went mad agn. toking abt p**** and d*** -.-" LOL. den i realised i said sth wrong which we burst into luffter. like "that" standing up. OMG. think binnyi will understand. haa.

den after tt we went hm la. both orf us were tired and slp is all we tot of. lolx. den i chatted wit b awhile. really appreciate him making mie smile but i noe i cant. i'm very sorry.

sometimes i think.. eu shldnt treat mie so gd cos it's nort worth at all. i appreciate everythingg. i thnk eu for all. sighh.
i'm tired.

tmr got CATS. and SW. sigh. i rreally don feel like goin. but i pon twice le. hais. got to go do CATS proj le. so tired. sobb. tk cre ppl. loves.

<3,
fiive`REBECCA )=

Long time never post , time for me to update. Yesterday was fun just like we are back to our primary school days.There was a study trip organise for us, but to me it was more of like a time to let us get together.we went to many places the jurong port ;Pasis Pangjang PSA .. lastly was the ride in the cable car, which is also the most exciting part for me :) The bus was so comfy, the four of us plus vic sat the last row. Vic was so nice she made sandwiches for us . yummy. we then went to the jurong port . it was reali a very unforgetable experience for me. everything look so huge to me ; the container ; the cranes and the place use to store the cement . after that we went to the jurong logistic hub. the person brought us up to the top of tat building. when i step out , i was totally mesmerised by the scenery. the wind was so strong and the whole place reali look so beautiful. Lastly we went to harbour front for the cable car ride. it was my first time. kind of excited for it . six of us in it , the cable car keep swaying left and right . when i got down, my head go spinning . i was reali giddy. time just flies when we are having fun . time for us to return to school. fun but tiring day
today lesson start at 8 got to wake up early . so sleepy so tiring . our business finance teacher was so funny today keep laughing in class . Tml is the presentation for my com tool kit. not yet even done a single thing . kk i better stop here got to do my project .
][ six`` karen ][

well. met classmates as usual. but todae unusual -.-" one orf my classmates LATE. haha. haiya. den such a gd fren like mie so jus wait lor. den i saw zixiang; MY BELOVED KOR. lol. he really looked sooooo slpy until blur blur one. see mie 2nd time den can regconise. hurhurr. how sad. lol. but my kor was really cute. saw his ringg; wit my da-sao's one. sooo sweet. hehee.

ehh. den waited quite long already so mie n carol jus went in firstt la. but we was late for abt 13mins. lol. den had btc and poa lectures. such a boredom. hurhurr. den olwaes hear the same starts wit D being called. -.-" he's frm the other class. lol. watever it is? i dunno. >.< HAHA.

den after sch went wit xinyu; to harbourfront thrr. do the btc proj. b4 going to the site we went to the shoppin centre thr la. go eat first cos i haven had any meal for the dae yet. lol. went to mac. tt crazy gurl kept on luffing dunno for wat. siao one. haha.
after eating went to the site la. so many those hum sup lous thr lor. omg. it's SO annoying wwit so many eyes staring at eu. -.-" so frustrated la. hurhurr. we didnt dared to ask for permission to go in cos we scare la =\ no sense orf security eu noe? HAHA. but we managed to take some pics outsidee. lol. haiya. after such a long walk under the sun we decided go back shoppin centre to relaxx. den go shop shop =X bought a pen lor and it's so cuute. xinyu got one too. see so thoughtful of mie to buy a dollar plus pen for her bdae gift =X hahahaha. jk la.
den walked past delifrance to see my beloved sis. awww. saw her wit her bf tokin only lor. nv do work =\ soo sweet leh. so jealous >.< hahasss. den suddenly alot orf ppl noticed mie ar. they mus be wondering why is thr a duplicate orf my sis. LOL !
harbourfront centre's nice place lor. less ppl and nice. but not much of shops. ehh. den we walked thr till arnd 5 or so we left lu. cos nth to walk already also. nx time the shoppin centre become super big already den i'm sure very crowded already -.-" hahas.
took 97 back myself la so sad. all the wae to je. was so tired till i fell asleep. and i really hope nobody saw mie droppin my head while slping =X haha so embarrassing -.-"

tt's all for todae la. got hw to rush agn. olwaes last min work. haha.
and tt ah bu ar. dunno at his fren's hse got play safe not. scarli ltr suddenly something come out den he noe. *oops. jk la. hehe haaa.

<3,
fiiveREBECCA [=

todae went to school so tired la. cos meetin one of my classmates earlier to go finish up our assgn. but in the end she's late. haha. lucky the other beloved classmate of mine didnt ps mie and also waited together. SO TOUCHED. lolx. well. awhile ltr everybody reached le. jus when i turned at walk towards sch, i saw desmond. and it was like soooo near. omg. i cant believe it. haix. but was really glad we smiled :) his smile den was really unforgettable. sobs. the whole dae in sch i jus tot abt it; and the pasts. sigh. i jus cant put that smile of his out of my mind =\ *BUBS, don think anyhow when eu see tis ok. cos i noe it's over.

den had 3hrs of autocad. was at first frustrated cos i dunno how to do. tis is the result of not paying attention. my mind was somewhr else n i think eu noe whr. lol. but got da hang of it already thou it's complicated? haha.
after autocad went for lunch. classmates buy for mie. so nice =X haha. den had MES tutorial den lectures. hurhurr. supposed to end at 6 todae but ended at abt 4 40 instead! haha. thnk God. i almost went dozing off in the LT. lol. well; on the wae out of sch, guess who i saw? LOL. i saw.. xue kai. hahaa. so unlucky of mie to see both my pasts todae. lol. but.. it olwaes reminds mie of both sad and happy memories. it's gd to have some memories thou :)

sometimes, somehow, things olwaes don happen in the wae we want to. but this is God's will; we shld obey. in Christ alone, my HOPE is found. He is my LIGHT, my STRENGTH, my SONG. :)

<3;
fiiveREBECCA [=

finally back to s'pore! haha. it feels great to be in ur own home. of cos it was great being at my relatives place over at kl. well. shld update abt tis last few daes!

12may; vesak dae. haha. started our journey to kl at abt 6plus. YAWNS. haha. i was sooo damn tired tt i slept so much in the car. lolx. all becos of tt buuu la. he made mie waited. in the end leh? at kbox. den i cant be bothered to wait liao. hurr. slpt for few hrs and off to kl. >.< reached ahyi's place quite early afternoon la. haha. den sit awhile already uncle brought us to raju's; indian fo0d. lolx. everytime we in kl my uncle nv fails to bring us go for gd food. lol. cos partly he himself eats gd food ! hahas. after lunch we went 1utama. cos cousins watchin movie thr. den go shopping thr. they go british india AGN. -.-" hurhur. den mie n bart sat outside wait for them.
bart's soooo CUTE ! lurve him la. hahaa. walk finish already go back la. den as usual.. sit thr; watch tv; tokttok; lol. den go for dinner. so delicious laa. lotsa crabbies. LOL.

13may; slp thr cant wake up late leh. slp till 10plus the most wake mie up le. hurrr. den whole dae at homee. cos at nite got bbq. hahaa. celebrating mothers dae. as usual. after eating; den drinking. haha. den halfwae go in the rm watch - i not stupid 2; wit bart daniel n bro. lol. so cuute. den so funny la my eldest cousin. dance those mambo dances while my bro played songs from his lappy. -.-" so hilarious. so everybody at thr drink; eat; tok la. daddy drink till face so red. so restd early while others outside drunk till sing n dance. haha. tt's cute thou.

14may; todae! finally back home. left abt 8. kind of sad. cos sch's starting agn =\ hurhurr. well went for lunch and den back home. and then finaally buby msged mie la. so nice of him to coach his buddies. hurhurr. den now don care abt mie agn. lol. haix. i wanna chaaaaaaaaange phoonnee! i noe wat phone i wan already. wahahahahaaaaa. i'm waiting~

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t0dae was a tiring dae. a lil late for CATS lesson. supp0se to be in grps but didnt n0e which one am i in cos i was absent last wk. lucky one grp kindly ad0pted mie. grp of 4 and i'm the only gurl in thr. haix. n0w mus start on pr0ject le. so siannnnn.. =[
den after CATS went for SW. had warm-up 2rounds the stadium. under the HOT sun. -.-" very l0ng no run le lors. but lucky wasnt the last. den pr0ceeded a level up for aerobics? haha. was my very first time thr cos last wk i skipped =X hmmm. actually was kinda fun la. the teacher was not bad too. den after finish warm-down le she sae we are one of the m0st co0rdinated grps leh. hhaaha. was sooo tired den. met carol together wit yiqi. go buy orange juice. so YUMMYYYY.. =\ hahass.
den went to meet mummy. acc her go her bollywo0d dance. hahas. the instructor so cute la. 21 yrs old nia. den my mum asked him if i'm pretty -.-" and ask him wanna marry mie. hahaha. den he sae ya; okae la. LOL. quite a gd-lo0king chap. fr0m india. but i'm fr0m sri lanka. HAHA. den after tt to0k bus home la. actually go dinner wit mom's fren but tmr we goin off very early. so nid to go hm pack pack!
and buby's now sooo bz wit his stuffs tt he d0n care mie agn. how sad lu. i'm going off tmr den he dowan tok to mie sia. hurhurr. =[
i'm tiredd.. but i'm waiting~ but d0n make mie wait to0 long cos i might fall asleep. sobs.

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third week of school , getting used to it. homework homework , arGg i hate homework. piles and piles of homework Econs, business finance, ITL . dun understand a single thing , lucky jamie explain abit to me . thx to her now i finally understand . Today end school at 6. went to meet jamie and chiewyang . poor cy carry so many things , lucky got us if not i think she will not be able to get up tat bus. Saw my dear rebecca in sch today again ,both of us reali got fate ,get to see her three to four times in a week.And whenever she see me, she don haf to shout out my name, she just nid to "Ssi sSi" and i straight away noe is her .HAha nice way in calling ppl. time yo slp is getting late i miss my bed . hope tonight i will get to slp well . nite everyone!!

t0dae start at 11. but met carol n xinyu at 9! c0s haven do hw for poa, interior dgn and btc! haha. so hardworking hor. den tk bus as usual but todae bus abit interesting =X cos there was s0me misunderstandin wit a car. haha. i dunn0 why. den the uncle tok tok tok. den sae.. he tell us a secret. - in the bus service very cham one. haha. den some of them they wear sunglasses c0s they dowan eye c0ntact wit pretty gals if not ltr they think bus drivers hum sup guai. LOL. cute sia. =X
was crowded todae also. s0 i was last to reach. haha. den b4 go blk34 we go buy sandwich c0s no breakfast for mie. haha. car0l so tempted when i eat the teriyaki chicken sandwich. LOL.
haiya. den tt time i really no mo0d do the hw lor. the interior dgn drawing suck lor. lolx. c0s it's last min. hahas.
den started btc la. went thru da hw. and to0k class ph0to and tok abt project. omg. project PROJECT !! one person tok 15mins! my go0dness. den one grp mus present in LT. n0body volunteered so drew lots. phew. lucky not my grp. hahaha.
after btc got an hr of break so faster touch up the drawing and do some poa work. hahas. after poa was interior dgn. -.-" todae learnt shading; tone. eew. mus draw again lor. like wat we did in sec sch !! tot no nid art liao. jus tis shading reminds mie orf art. gosh!
end sch i go meet binnyi. wit her fren joycelyn. den to0k bus together. at da bus st0p i saw des. haix. but we b0th were like pretended we didnt see each other. haix. i someh0w jus cant f0rget the pasts. but i h0pe i can in time to come. anywae. binnyi's fren alight earlier la. so we decided to go imm for dinner. lol. somethin so embarrassing happened in the bus. -.-"
i was some sort of pulling my shirt at my back; den i felt a hairy leg!! OMG. haha. np student la. den i was so paiseh >.< told binnyi abt it. suddenly luff so loud when the bus is so quiet. OMG. hahaa. den went kfc for our fav budget meal. hahas. well. we went mad todae la. went to daiso. thr was whr we became mad. funny part was we jus l0ve pressing the biscuits. =X HAHA. and i chased her wit a some sort of feather duster. omg. jus like a kid. haha. if i didnt had my lappy in hand todae i wld bec0me more mad maybe. l0lx.
ya. and we ended our dae here c0s binnyi got assgnmts. haha. den went on my walk back h0me chatted wit buby awhile.. den off to bball play he went. see. he d0n care mie agn.. got bball d0wan tok to mie. hurr. h0w sad. =[ hehe haha.
alrights. i shall stop here. go watch tv!! tk cre.

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awww. t0dae started sch at 9. so early hor. hurhurr. t0dae bus very cr0wded la so went slower. den xinyu sae she go in first le. sob. left mie allone. den to0k same bus as jas0n. i dunn0 if he knew it la; i was right infr0nt if him. LOL. olwaes to0k same bus as him but he doesnt noe =X
den alighted saw no one thr. den walk in myself la. h0w sad is it. >.< den met jason cos he standin down thr. phew. thnk God. i walked wit him to LT. haha. den had btc. omg. it's so boring la. and had mcq qns. i only got 4/10 !! -.-" shiet. after btc is poa. i blur until dunno wats going on. lucky got poa pro beside mie la. copy his =X
weee. ended at almost 1 lidat laa. den mie n carol went to watch movie agn ! haha. went to watch auqamarine at causeway; whr so much memories held. carol lor. insisted wan to go thr sia. den waste almost 2bucks for EACH trip. lol. well. the sh0w was really nice n i didnt regretted it. haha. tt raymond in da movie was jus so co0l la. heez.
after watch movie go meet mx at jp cos she wanna pass mie things ask mie help her do -.-" haha. so bad of her. lolx. and she claimed tt she got a bad ulcer jus bec0s she missed mie too much! LOL. how sweet orf her la. heez.
despite many assignments due tmr, i still spend my whole dae out! hurhur. mus rush for btc and interior dgn hw lor. haix. den the interior design like sai leh. dunno wat to draw even.. so meeting carol n xinyu earlier tmr to do all these stuffs la. hope can finish on time thou.
buby's todae n0t feeling very well. he's busy wit his class thingy. wat a nice class rep he is. -.-" see he cares for his class so much. much m0re than he cares abt mie. hurhurr. d0wan tok to him le. so sadd. i cant wait for fri to come. finally can take a break n off to KL we go!

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go0dness. todae start sch at 8 c0s we missed one on labour dae. and i'm so tired -.-" wake up so early. hurhur. very b0ring. at abt 4hrs of autocad ! den was so cold in class. i wanna faint so0n la. LOL. thnk God i endured till lunch and i'm still able to walk cos i haven had breakfast! hoho. after lsn acc carol go atrium la. -.-" how nice of us to walk all the wae thr n back agn. hurhur. wonder how she's g0nna repay mie =X den bought sandwich go back LT thr lors. idle for an hr or so and class started. and i dislike MES ! i don even understand a single thing la.
den for MES lecture dismissed early. h0w nice. den hab to acc carol agn. hurhurrr. and den she ps mie! HOW SAD. =[ and todae i met my darling carrot a couple of times! she lo0k so cute wit her hair tied up. lol. den ask mie see her class the cute boy. hahaha =\ ok laa n0t bad. she n0es my taste well. LOL.
anywae after tt meet mummy. so nice daddy come fetch no nid tk another bus hm. haha. and i'm so so so tired. YAWN. still have to do the btc drawing and interior dsgn!! AWWW =[
todae buby got his comp back la. and he's so happy tt it finally works. LOL. gd for him. at least he wont be bored to death. even when i go msia. hahaha. so nice orf him to make such a nice blog. "juz4u - .." ; how SWEET rite ?? hehe haha. i'm touched. heez.
alrights better stop here and go do hw la. if not forever cant finish. l0lx. `signing off.

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mm. t0dae as usual g0 out wit family but with0ut sis cos she wrking. haha =X
den went centrep0int. had delifrance in the m0rning den walk walk arnd luh. den daddy return mie money. and yay. he said keep the change. wahahaha =X but an0ther part of my assets still n0t here yet =\ aww. hahas. den had lunch thr c0s mom went t0 cut hair at jantz. waited so longg la. hahas. i gonna trim my hair thr nx time she visits thr. yay.
ehh.. den after tat went taka. haiya. d0n like taka laa i dunn0 why. t0dae very cr0wded thr also la. hahas. den we g0 see phone. c0s daddy interested in d820. LOL. den he tempt mie lor. i also wanna change phone! hurhurr. but bubu wanna haf da same phone as mie sia. s0 sweet. ask him buy O2 mini for mie =X LOL. den after taka go bugis la. c0s daddy wan adjust specs. hahas. s0 crowded also -.-" and then tempt mie agn. i gonna make another pair orf spec! hehe hhaha.
den g0 wash car n pump petrol la. usual routine already. hahas.
after l0ng considerati0n we decided t0 go harb0urfr0nt! c0s my sis work there! haha. cant discl0se the place she work la ltr she shy lor. heez. HOW SWWEET. work wit my br0-in-law. so gd huhh. den when we visited her she so paiseh sia. manager was kind of surprised cos we lo0ked identical ? HAHA. fun fun. =X
after tt went t0 parc oasis for dinnerr. but was soooo cr0wded lorr. den go hawker centre eat laa. crap. all not closed means n0t nice to eat. lol. but no choice la we anyh0w ordered lors. >.< after dinner went h0me la. i'll be boring tonite. sis 12plus den come back and buby is working till 3? =\ den who do i t0k to?! omg. i'm so lonely tonite. haha. think mommy daddy waiting for sis to come back also laa. i'll join them as well. heez. but first of all, i haf to maple! long long time no maple. cy had been asking mie to play play play. LOL. nitex!

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yesterday went for inline skating, didnt bring my skates along so we cant skate. in the end we sat there chitchatting and see how their training was like.those ppl who play hockey was cool they skates so well. reach home abt 8 watch tv did my homework until 2 finally everything is done i can sleep. this morning got to wake up early again to work, aRRgg so careless of me when i was on my way to work i dropped my laptop, it got dented at the side :( luckily it still works. about 12 i went back to school lesson start at 1, as usual meet my friends at the bus stop ,walk in all the way to block 50. long way in and the weather was freaking HOT!! how i wish the whole place was air-conditioned. had lesson all the way till 5. borning. actually was meeting cy after lesson as our lesson end the same time, but she was dismissed earlier so she went back first.long day.time to sleep. signing off .+karen.six+.

todae started sko0l at 9. jus b4 i'm ready to go out thunder came -.-" and so0n it rained. so sianed den. LOL. n0 choice. haf to catch da bus. hahas.
i was n0t very late t0dae; at least n0t the last one. haha. the traffic was damn sl0w. maybe c0s it's raining. but i still make it in time to meet my classmates at the bus st0p. and we walked l0ng cuts t0 find LT35. hahhaa. n0t a very l0ng search th0u =X
den had btc practical. measuring the rm and everything -.-" n0t my kind. i d0n like t0 be a architect; mus draw flo0r plans and everything. shiet. LOL. after btc practical den had lectures. *yawned. hahas. finally lunch time l0r. haha.. saw daphne kho0 at da canteen to0. and saw one of my cg member last time; jeremy. hahas. after eating went t0 class & den everyone start using thier lappies. haha. h0w to0pid of mie t0 forget abt da adapt0r -.-" LOL. lucky peifen g0t xtra batt; c0s same lappy. hahass.
g0t abt 2hrs orf break n started ite less0n lor. didnt really listen carefully den when time t0 do mus ask ppl =X hahas. den last min chatted wit binnyi online. so she decided t0 wait f0r mie to finish my class. h0w nice of her! hahas.
she waited f0r abt an hr. den g0 find her. lol. den we made our wae t0 westmall! really l0ng time n0 go thr ever since he and i went separate waes. haha. still rmb the times wit him, binnyi n timmy. LOL. th0se times were fun. haix. well anywae, binnyi brought mie t0 fo0dcourt n intr0 mie her missed fo0d. hahaa. delicious laa. LOL. after dinner went t0 walk arnd l0rs. and went t0 wat interest b0th of us - earrings. l0lx. b0ught 6pieces each. haha. h0w mad >.< den b0ught sweets fr0m her fav tidbit sh0p -.-" hahas.
well. we b0th had a l0ng dae laa s0 both of us were like quite tired. haha. s0 went hm after walking awhile. and she siao one. th0u the time we spent t0gether was sh0rt, but we b0th enj0yed it. hahas. c0s so long nv mad wit her, luff wit her, play netball wit her, and s0 on ! and thx binnyi f0r sharing a "secret" wit mie ! HAHAHA. stop attracting small boyboys kae? =X
haix. t0dae piggie working.. soo sad. cant t0k him. n0body make mie luff todae >.< hurhurs. i n0e eu be reading tis but pls don st0p working jus bec0s i make tis kinda remarks! anywae IF nx time i saturdae sundae wrk also cant pei eu liaos. sry in advance :)
alrights. had a l0ng dae. shall stop herre. tatas ppl. muax`

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todae start sch at 1. actually go out early tk bus de lor. but in the end tok to my "gf" till i'm late. shucks. den i to0k a cab. cant find ! haha. den called carol come down to je cos she taking cab as well. haha but was still late l0r ! and guess wart ? i SKIPPED. gosh. haha. told my "gf" abt it and he saes i'm stupid sia. lol. how sad. anywaes. n0e y i skipped ? cos i was late. and afraid tt i'd be embarrassed steeping into da class late. hence i didnt go. ohhh nooooo. den i ask zx if nid mc or watever. he said mus make-up lor. shiet ! >.< LOL
so after go hm le den awhile go out agn. go polyclinic see doc for the sake of a mc. OMG. made mie so shy la. tt was the 2nd time i stepped into a polyclinic cos the first time i pei him. so didnt like go and noe how to reg or watsoever. -.-" and pls, i'm so brave todae! i actually opened my mouth to tok =X hahha. and sooo many ppl thr lor. it to0k at least 1-2hrs to wait and jus few mins of consultation! hahaha.
den the doc was so funny and cute. cos she's not local. she speak until i go HUH all the wae. LOL. i was smiling secretly thou =X hahaha. ehh. doc really doc lor. can tell tt i skipped meals. power. l0lx. anywae she asked mie to tk urine test =\ but i didnt. cos i don haf the urge. wahahaha.
after finish consultingn everything go meet my mooommmmy! hhaa. den reached hm abt 9plus la.
den t0ked to piggie awhile. well. i was kind of pissed at first =X but he said alot of things. and then some things really. err.. melt my heart. haix. so i jus went ORH all the wae. haha. so.. i was co0led down.. ya. haha.. and then he commented on sth thou. which made mie cant control n gif attitude agn. zzz -.-" to0 bad lu. i very spoilt one. i d0n like ppl like him to comment on such thinggs. huhus. well anywae. i'm tired le. maybe tok awhile go slp le. tmr early lesson. HAIx. sianed la. i dowan go sch laaaaaa =\ s0bs. i miss ycss`5n1'05 peeps!! >.<
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todae another dae >.< ehh. todae don haf BTC tutorial. yay for mie. haha. so start lsn at 1. but met 2 of my classmates earlier to do poa. haha. hardworking rite.. =p LOL. den study until almost 1 go classrm lu. but we werent the earliest. earliest is class rep. haha. so tok abit den the rest came. heh. poa still green to mie lor. wanna faint liao. lol.
after poa is interior design. ehh. draw till i'm frustrated. LOL.
den my classmate so bad. cant go hm wit mie todae =[ sobb. i mean walk to da bus stop. hurhur. cos she got cca. lol. no choice lor. call carrot but she cant. den walked wit one of my classmate. lol. his bus came early so i'm lonely agn. thnk God i saw my darling carrot ! hahas. chatted wit her awhile her bus come liao. i'm lonely once agn -.-" LOL. but gd thing i saw binnyi board da same bus as mie !! haha. really lucky lu. at least got ppl acc mie =X den we chatted along the wae. lots to catch up. haha. den asked abt cg n everything. well everything seems to go well and she getting baptised so0n. WOW. praise the Lord. haha.. so happie for her [= anywaes we agreed to meet up so0n for lunch or dinner. haha. hope to c her so0n thou.
den reached hm everything done le miss called piggie lor cos he supposed to call mie. but haix. he to0k ages to return my call. and jus as i expected, he dozed off le. my mo0d lvl was degraded. LOL. i don like ppl lidat one lor. admited i was pissed & i'm sorry for using such tone. i cant help it. >.< i'll be fine soon!
so fast nx fri holidae le lor. another yay for mie. LOL. still thinkin if i shld go kl. but most probably i will. den the pig can enjoy ma without mie. can do watever he wan. -.-"
so sians. tmr mus go sch. and is boring lessons lor. =[ shiet. hurhur. signing off. tata.
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weeeeeeeee. jus a lil more add-ons.
hahha. cos i'm so boring now n i'm vexing abt da BTC project. =[ one student tok 15mins. how can i ?! it's like tokin to myself 15mins lor. like nutty leh. LOL.
well. met stanley; last time one of my cg members online. long time no tok to him le. and we chatted much. hahaa. and i let it all out !! abt my pasts and everything. i feel jus so comfortable tokin to him. LOL. frankly speaking i do miss last time cg members. they were just so great whom God had created. and i really wanna thank God for giving mie such frens. [= heez.
den toked to ah bo0n online as well. a very gd fren indeed. n we are more den wat jus gd frens are ! haha. he also claimed tt lor. i'm glad tt i got so many many many listening ears. aha.
not forgetting piggie as well laa. haix. he promised mie to slp one hr de. REALLY PIG lor. call him how many times also cant wake up. i dowan tok to him le >.<
andd i'm tokin to my darling carot now. she so jealous tt i don care her. haha. but actually is she long reply mie de =[ so sad. she left mie.
well i better stop here. i miss my pillooooooww.
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todae kind of tired lu. c0s ytd tok to piggie until dunno wat time. straight after i put down i go slp le >.< hahas. tt pig so pervert lor =X i sae culipok den he go sae honey cock. he DEAF. hahaha. oops. l0l. well. but he made mie luff ytd. thx [;
todae sch starts at 9. but i was late =\ all went in le. so i waited for carol cos i expected she'll be late. lol. toopid bus todae so long lor. made mie wait till tummy ache. LOL. den rushed to LT and had btc lecture. so bored. i dunno wat is it all about. haha.
den after btc was poa. and i noe only 1% of it. haha. and nothing can get into my head lor. hurhur. den at 12 lidat got break ma. carol n mie pon lor. hahahaa. at first i wan go hm lor cos my stomach so pain. buden after walk out le not pain. O.o haha. so we both didnt wan to go hm early. went jp instead. surprised ? haha. i'm actually goin out wit a classmate whom i only noe for 1wk plus ! haha. well. can click wit her sometimes laa. haha. den decided ta catch a movie. watched "the wild". LOL. it's sooooo cute n funny lor. haha. esp the ryan. simple so adorable ! haha.
movie ended and we decided to go hm lor. cos carol nid to meet her fren. haha. so i take 178 home tis time instead of 198. why ? cos 198 holds lots n lots n lots of memories. ha. i'm afraid to face reality tt's why.
den reached hm bathed le call piggie. HAHA. ehh. he also start sch le lu. tells mie abt his classmate. how nice huh. i happy for him =X heez. now he start sch plus work. leave mie alone. so bad of him. only noe how to work. hmphh. think nxtime when his comp back le he'll be glued there. -.-" LOL. so now time for him to slp cos i noe he tired. but i only give him an hr. wahahahaha. ORBI. =X
awww. time for mie to have my first proper meal for the dae todae ! haha. tk cre all.

- and carrot. i'm sad n happy. dunno wat am i also. think i goin crazy soon. haha. ya sch isn't interesting at all. hope we all can meet up soon agn n enjoy the happy times we had okae. haha. lurve eu carrot =D miss mie ar !

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boring boring boring . school seem so boring not as interesting as i expected . hope tis three years can pass soon.
rebecca- u seem so sad everyday cheer up :) stay happy forget abt the past.
__-kareN`six-____

aww. mayday. finally another month. time flies. it's been a year i've been single for him. LOL. well. tt's da past luh. sighs.
tis few daes piggie was so bz l0r. no time for mie even -.-" so bad orf him. but i'm an understanding gurl. i jus wanna make him feel bad =X anywaes. i don even blame him for tt.
hoh0s. well. ytd n todae was a normal dae. ll0lx. eh ytd nite was chattin wit ah bo0n online. hmmm. i can really sae he olwaes tries to cheer mie up. aww. he wait till i've been cheered up bef0re he go get his dinner and it's abt 11pm plus >.< i feel so bad l0rs. but in the same wae i'm happie cos thr's olwaes someone to cheer mie up [= thx ppl. esp my darlinggs like carrot, mx and cy. hahas.
well. i shall stop here. nth to bl0g liaos. nth special. hehe haha. tk cres.
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todae go out wit them as usual. hahas. had breakfast den to mt elizabeth n den to parkwae parade cos long time no go. sooo crowded all becos orf ? CRAZY SALE -.-" eew. tot parkway parade nobody de. den nice to walk. who noes is so crowded todae. lolx. well. bought a couple orf things. so nice orf daddy to buy for us even thou he 's broke? haha. >.<
at parkway parade i've been embarassing myself as usual. LOL. everytime got sis arnd sure will siao. hahaa. den saw my fav phone =[ haha. ehh. dunno if i shld change. ltr ppl think i siao. LOL. haiya. wait till i get back my assets den decide.
hmm.. todae went hm early laa cos daddy tmr got to work =[ how sad. hurhurrs. todae didnt tok much to piggy. he watch vcd, go out, work blah blahhh; no time for mie already. LOL. but got sms abit laa. den i was at smwhr n i got reminded of him. ask him if he wans to buy "that". think he shy lor. hahaha. ehh. tell everybody sth. pig loves big boobs. esp 40ff. HAHA. IT drools when IT hears that. l0lx !
okae laa. i'll stop herre. go back play game. ehh. it's been quite awhile since i mapled. maybe i shld now ! LOL. tata everybodyyyyyy. nitex`
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boringg. ~ huhu.
been missing da gd ol daes.
miss the luffters we had in sch. miss da fun. miss da naughtyness. miss the wildness. miss the crazy netball games wit guys n gals. LOL. most imptly i missed those times when he was mine. =[
was hearing mp3 ytd nite to slp. to0k alot of courage to select tt particular song. cos i haven been hearing the song since ages for fear tt it might affect my mood and bring lotsa memories. well. i still chose to hear it. -forever love. each time i hear da song i'll olwaes be reminded of the happy times with him. the times when we were out playing, long bus rides, his home, his brother, and everything. ='[ cos tt's the song i love most when i was wit him. sobs. if only we cld turn back time. haix. but i noe it's very impossible for mie n him agn.
sigh~ piggy been treating mie very very gd. and i really appreciate every lil action of his. however i jus cant make the decision to move along. haix. sometimes i wonder~ what God has decided for mie ? anywae he todae work so cant pei mie tok ler =[ heez. nvm i very understanding de. i'll try to stay awake at 3am okae baby. LOL. but i think 98% of mie will be dozing off laa. haha.
alrights. sch's fine. normal. but i'm slpy nowadaes. classmates were nice. lectures were ok i guess. but somehow i cant get those things into my head. >.<
yayy; tmr can enjoy few daes. haha. can slp late and wake up late. LOL. but after tis few daes, sch's startin agn. and it gonna get tougher along the wae =[ how i wish i can be a tai-tai. LOL.
alrightt. write so longg ler. i stop herre. anywae i wanna announce sth to everybody. todae is a very special dae for mie n my darling carrot ! haha. 28APRIL2006. rmb okieeeee ? i'll give all my love to my carrot =] gosh. i sounds so mushy n YUCKY rite. lol. anywae tt's how sweeeet we are. niteys.
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Been school for the past three days, friends were all very nice, great to know them. lesson start the first day, kinda boring dun understand wat the teachers talking maybe i am daydreaming in class :/ meet lots of ppl today, was at the bustop when i saw jamie, haha so happy she saw what i wanted her to see :) finally met rebecca in school too , met her twice. firstly was in the canteen , n the bustop later , went home wif her .although it was a short journey but i chatted alot wif her. i just can be myself when i am wif her . opps i laughed too loud in the bus. sry make u so shy:) hehe tats all for today goin to bed soon . ___. six.karen.___.

o. so neh nehh. sch's a lil boring. lol. todae poa sia. i noe NUTS. haha. i tried so hard to listen to wat da lecturer explained. but my mind olwaes seem to be somewhr else. haix. like.. LOL. i dunno laa. all the sad n happy memories filled my mind nowadaes. well. i dunno why. i dowan lidat. but still lidat. can someone tell mie wat to do. =\ go and die better. lolx.
well. todae think e pig go check deferment thingy. i dunno laa. he go wit his gfs. nobody stopping him to do so. and neither am i goin to sae anything. just let it be cos i don hav da rights to speak. i don give a shit alreadyy.
awww. todae go canteen saw carrot. haha. i noe she was very super uper delighted to see mie thr. lol. didnt get to tok to her thou. lol. den 5 dismiss. walked to bus stop ALONE. cos fren go cca briefing. sad rite. well. after tt was happy cos i met my BELOVED carrot !! hehe haha. thank God. lol. den we to0k da same bus. but alighted soon. but was glad got ppl acc mie lor. hahas. and den in the bus i told her sth. and it made her SO EXCITED tt she jolted. LOL =x den make mie so paiseh as well. ltr ppl think i got a fren wit mental prob. ha. okae laa. soo nice to see her agn. miss them soo muchhh. the @4 s ya. haha.
ok laa i stop herre. anywae suppose to tok to him. but i dunno wat happen now. think he's already pig-ing. nvm. i also no moood tok to him ler. alrights. hope i haf a peaceful nite. thx for reading. i noe it's boring. so if eu think boring ha, don read okae. =D
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awww. todae first dae orf sch. started off by meeting classmates at da bus stop. was late abit. lucky not last one. haha. den went for our first lesson. had a hard time deciding on how to go. LOL. finally found it thou. haha. had lessons from 9 to 12. aww. dunno wat the lesson's all about. like a fool there. hahaaa. =den after tt went for lunch. saw many familiar faces. most impression i had on was.. definitely desmond. haix. told myself, really really hope tt i wont see him. but i still did. argghhhh. nvm nvm. we msged like frens. lol. it's nice. isnt it. it's gd tt we're still frens. hurhurrrrr ='[
well. after lunch, didnt do anything until 3. cos no tutorials tis wk. haa. den finally 3 den had lecture. aww. i nearly fell aslp =X lol. hope it wont happen agn. ha. todae suppose to end at 5. but dismiss at 4 30. so meet cy at atrium go home together. haha. so nice orf mie to take bus wit her agn lor. whr to find such a fren like mie. hahass. she shld learn how to treasure mie. HAHA.
i really missed those daes in sec sch. was so fun then. but. gotta move on. sobb. hais. tmr haf ta wake up early agn. sob. thr goes my slp =x
alrighhts. i shall stop here. tt's all for todae. i'm sick n tired orf... i dunno. LOL. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca ]=

today went out wif rebecca , went alot of places .firstly we went PS den taka lastly bugis. tiring day but was fun hanging out wif her. took lots of pic as usual nut today not us took pic of things we find nice. last day of my holiday, miss my seconday school life still not used to my current life now. hope tml will not be bored for me. good nite everyone goin slp soon. :) -sIXx*kaREn-- 

todae date wit carrot. so romantic. met her so early. lose alot of my slp -.-" LOL. well. met her at clementi first den went to plaza sing. walk arnd lor. haha. den walk thr finish le we walked to heerens. raining halfwae. lol. went to have porridge for lunch. nice recommendation from carrot. hahas. den from heeren walk to taka. go taka in the end she nv buy anything. >.< lol. den from taka go bugis. den go bugis village. walk so much. my leg breaking laa. lol. den todae carrot bought the most. orbi =x i not heart pain lehh. haha.
and we took so many stupid pictures lor. lol. think she gonna update ler. lolx. it's really stupid for some =x haha. ehh. arnd evening go hm lor. tmr gonna start sch le. SOBSOBSOB. hope everything goes well. ha. i'm tired ler.. n my nose so itchy. hope my sis didnt spread her disease to mie. hahaha =p gd nitex everybody. muax ~
__________fiive`rebecca [=

todae is a saturdae. hurhur. i olwaes make myself free on saturdays to go out wit family. see i so gd rite ? cos last time wit him; olwaes neglected my family. now i realised how impt they are to mie. LOL. i'm so filial now ya. =x
well. todae morning went to mt elizabeth. den to centrepoint. walk walk lor. jus like any saturdays. heez. den went bugis to meet bro n uncle cos they join us ltr. walk, lunch, buy things n stuffs lor. aha. o ya. and we were so pissed at da food court. lol. SO many ppl waiting for seats and thr's da so inconsiderate ppl - eat finish le still sit dwn thr n tok. -.-" mie bro n mom stood infront of them. LOL. saying they were nt auto n stuffs. act deaf sia -.-" den b4 we walked owae we were so pissed off n told them indirectly to go high class restaurant talk la. nobody will chase. lol. ya. tt's how guai lan we were. LOL.
den after tt went imm. slept in the car. cos i was so tired. haix. so crowded thr. i don like =[ den went giant. go around taking many many plastics. =\ LOL. think eu ppl think i siao. but i got reason. haha. mm. i want to go new zealand. =x sounds clean. sounds like a country wit lesser ppl. lolx. so peaceful ya. alright. den after imm went to parc oasis de nearby for dinner. ha. rainy. so many "flying ants" >.< spoilt my mood. cos i feel itchy. LOL. eat ler go hm lu. when walking back to car i did an embarrassing action. hahaha. glad no one saw. except for my bro. = thinking of tt makes mie luff agn -.-"
awww. end of dae. tot todae can slp super late n wake up super late tmr. cos there goes my holidays =[ i wanna enjoy slping before i don have the chance to do so. LOL. but carrot decided tt we two go for a romantic date tmr. well. since she so gd to mie, i agreed. lol. but i'm broke. when can i have a financial blessing ? LOL. waiting for my money to come back ~ hohos.
ok laa. i go play game awhile b4 i go to slp. nitex everybody.
*o yea. teens - got wang lee hom poster leh. go get it go get it ! =\ o. i noe nobody listens to mie. haha. nvm. i lurve him so much =x cant wait for 29april ! HA. GD NITEYS.
__________fiive`rebecca [=

GOSH. todae is the dae! ORIENTATION. i was late for 15mins. was soo shy lor. hais.
morning gastric till cant stand properly. LOL. but anywae i made it there. hahas.
i was soooo SHY. haix. no fren leh. lol.
well. den go lecture hall talk. talk le go classrm. go le go for lunch. i was damn quiet the whole dae lorr. lolx. not like mie in sec. haha =\ kind of miss sec sch life.
den afternoon play games cheers n stuffs >.<" gastric came in duurin da games. den student leaders were great. bought mie hot milo. i feel so bad =\ hahha. den olwaes saw cy. LOL. not same class wit her. so sad =[ things will nv be da same agn. mm. den everything ended abt 5plus or so bah. den after "briefings" cy waited for mie. den waited for mx. but in the end went witout her la. LOL. den take 154. cos i was shy to take bus alone. hahaha =X saw yee huay too. hmmm. take till cy hse there lu. den take 98 home. den piggy called mie to talk. er. i mean to OINK. =x haha. made mie release all my stress ! =D well.
i dunno n don understand why. but i seems to get deeper. i really dunno wat to do now >.<
haix. but i'll leave it all to Him to decide for mie. my future is in His hands.
cos all orf us definitely has a purpose in life rite. ha.
ok. i stop herre. i'm talking to a pig on the phone le. hearing it OINK.
oopss =x i hope the pig don see this. err. think pigs don read as well. LOL.
okok. i shuudap. sorrie piggy! =p
*hope carrot will haf n enjoyable time tmr ! lolx.
so nice of her to remind mie not to be shy the nite b4 my orientation rite.
she noes mie sooo well. jus lurve her so much =D thx buddy.
i'm so tired already. no mood play todae. i'll prove to eu! i can live witout playing a dae! LOL.
goooooooood nites. go enjoy slpin wit mommy daddy already.i noe is not gd to interrupt but we got no choice. haha. uggh. really tired. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca [=

soo tired. todae met mx at 1 go sch first lu. heez. den went immgration wit her. ha.
see such a gd fren like mie whr to find. acc her go here go thr >.< hurhur.
den last min rmb our cert. so go back ycs take lors. haha. so sadd. starting poly life soon.
somehow i wish i'm stucked in secondary sch life. LOL.
well i got to go ahead for my future. hahahaha.
hais. sian tmr orientation ler. jus now da leader called mie. die lo. tmr go thr confirm SHY.
i'll faint there. lol. hais. found a butterfly in my stomach now. lol. let mie go destress now.
take care all. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca =]

another dae's hereeee. >.< tis holiday made mie so lazy to move arnd. lazy to go out even. haha. well. slpt ytd at 3plus. n chatted on phone for 3hrs plus. ha. well. i'm happy. cos thr's someone for mie to tok to. after tt msged awhile n i dozed off cos i was really tired. LOL.
and now i'm so lonely at hm cos she went out wit her bf. sobsob. how cld she leave mie alone at home lidat! =[ hais. 2 more daes orientation ler. shld i or shld i nort ? huhu. thinking of it makes my stomach ache again. haha. weird ha.
alrights i shall stop here and head for my game. heez. see ya.
__________fiive`rebecca

aha. my dear carrot. jus liars made mie angry lar. haha. mr right? no lars. don make mie shy pls. LOL. sch starting soo soon =[ mus rmb mie alrites. hehh.
todae jus another boring dae. wit cramps. LOL. such a nice weather to stay at home to0. been survivng on po0l so much. ha. few more daes orientation. =\ HOW ?! hahas.
anywaes. jus pray for mie tat i wont be so shy pls. haha. tc. tata.
__________fiive`rebecca

my dear rebecca , who make u so angry ? n u found yr MR RIGHT ar ?? ___.. ?

today was being forced to wake up by my brother early in the morning for breakfast , went to west coast park to eat at the Mac. after tat we brought sherlyn to the playground. she seem to haf fun over there, enjoying herself . and she was extremely playful ,had a tought time catching her. went home after tat . in the afternoon we went to jurong point , saw SLY n Silver over there . we ate , walk awhile den left the place. reach home abt 5 , waiting for the charity show , not reali tat nice quite boring. end of my day goin to bed soon got to reach my working place early tml. good nite --' siX_karen` :)

so tired todae lu. ytd slp at around 6am. haha. guess guess wat did i do =p LOL.
well anywae todae have to get up early. den went to relative's place for bdae celebration. haha anywae jus upstairs only. jus go lor. lol. my father side de relatives. all so boring. i dunno them also -.-" only got one very frenly. when i walk go take fo0d shouted my name n sae hi. haha. so paisehh so many ppl there. lol. well. he's da one when i young got to see him often. ha. now changed le. of cos cant recognise him. lol. but he was frenly anywae. da only one who come tok to mie n sis. LOL. he ask us if he's old. my sis sae ya. den asked if he's handsome my sis sae no =X LOL. tt's funny. ha. den sit awhile go back hm le. not close wit them also. stay oso sian. ha.
go hm. mommy daddy back ler. awww. po0r mommy got diarrhea. haha. den talked on da phone awhile b4 tt person gets to work. i wonder if i shld be happy or sad talking to him. LOL. anywae. i'm so tired todae. but i'll try to stay awake de =x to do wat. i dunno. guess lor =p
off to play le. tata. tc.
__________fiive`rebecca

ytd was rubbish dae but thank God chatted over the phone ltr in da nite n felt much more better. cos he's been makin mie luff all nite. THX =D eu shld noe who r eu bahs. no nid sae.
todae suppose to meet mx at 12. but i overslept -.- haa. cos ytd slept arnd 3plus. no choice. i rushed here n thr. heez. den went to outram park. long time no go thr le. haa. den buy her air ticket. ate. den go funan it mall. ehh. she's either SICK or TIRED or SLPY each time we go out. haa. tis time she's sick. poor poor thing. sick still wan eat KFC. -.-" lol. so fasta buy things den go hm le. cos dowan her ltr faint i no sstrength carry her =x lol.
reach hm le tok on da phone. haa. made mie laugh agn. well. things not da same after i saw his personal stuffs ? :( lol. wats up wit mie i also dunno. guess i shldnt haf seen those in the first place. i really find it hard to trust eu now. i'm sorry. hais.
mommy daddy comin back tmr. cant wait =D go play po0l le. am not thinking anymore.
__________fiive`rebecca.

i'm so bloody pissed off todae cos i've found another fcuking liar. saying he was guilty n all da BULLSHIT. haha. it's so laughable yea. here saying tat he loves eu and another moment he's in love with another. by saying sorry can solve everything ha. den i can go kill my fren and sae i'm sorry too. -.-" wat kind of bloody logic is this.
anywae i'm getting so frustrated not becos i need him soo badly pls. tt's becos i really hate ppl lying to mie like tis. and there goes the same for tt immature boy. both of eu really.. nah. i don wish to sae those nasty things out. fcuk. hate eu hate eu hate eu.
don ever lemme see the bloody eu. even if i do, i dont know eu. HAHA. glad i didnt drop a tear for tis kinda bastds. will be a laughing stock if i do!
__________fiive`rebecca.

awww. mommy daddy n bro off to msia todae. missed them. sobsob. if saturdae nv acc mx i go wit them already. kind of not used to it not having them at home. hehe. nvm. sundae they coming back lu.
anywae tis few daes kind of mood swings. only to tt who. dunno why. maybe tt person don understand mie ar. hais. really cant take it when ppl sms like no feeling lidat. also dunno why lidat ar. so sorry. it's like. ehh.. i also dunno how to sae. haiya. nvm. saying tis make mie lose so much in ppool -.-"
hehe haha. jus checked out my timetable n received letter from sch. so sad. not same class as cy. dunno how bad will my orientation be cos i'm so super shy >.<" but ppl get shocked when i sae i'm shy n i dunno y. LOL. anywae. timetable still ok. nt everydae is morning class. ha. gd for mie. can still slp longer.
hais. i'm going back to pool agn. while blogging i'm playin n i've been losing. suck. take care. i'll be enjoying myself in the masterbed rm wit my sis tonite ! HAHA *don get any wrong idea pls. tq (=
____________fiive`rebecca.

yo0ohoo. nth to do so n0w come blog. haha.
w0ws. carrot still rmbs the promise. i forgot =X don worry lar.
i wont forgot de. will see eu when eu're 31 yrs old kae. -.-
see eu with LOTs of wrinkles =X hahahaha

hmmm. t0dae jus another boring dae. no life. -.- playing yahoo pool all dae.
LOL. hais. i'll be lonely on gd friidae, sat, and sun ! ehh. no. only gd fridae.
SO SAD. gonna miss mommy daddy . huhus. alright.
gonna stop here. go play game ler. tata. poor carrot working. tc =D

+[[fiive`rebecca]]+

`yup i was refering abt her, but it seem like nth reali happen anyway must be we think too much``

yesterday went out wif them , was fun .althought mx was very tired but there was still alot of jokes n laughter.rebecca made a promise wif mi - eu better remember wat u say :) `31yrsold`u noe wad i mean HEe

as usual went to work today in the morning , today shipment came so got to move all the goods to the shelving so tiring . n the warehouse was so warm. finally time to go home slp all the way in the bus. tiring day goin to bed soon. tata ][. siX-karEn \ ][

hehe haha. t0dae went out wit them agn.
met them only in the afterno0n lar. c0s i lazy wake up s0 early =x
heez. then went t0wn agn -.-" walk walk lu. as usual take ph0to.
haha. t0dae n0body buy thinggs. all n0 $$. hahaha. p0or p0or thingg.
after tt g0 home lors. cy wanna watch superband, mx s0 tired. -.-" LOL.
g0 home le wanted watch superband. but watch the vcd nicerr. hahaa.
s0 n0w come blogging since i g0t nothing to do. hee. and n0w i'm off to play yaho0 pool.
s0 CYA ! take carre. I LOVE MY ACER BABY so much. -.-" LOL!

hehe haha. fridae n t0dae went out wit family. feel s0 bad spending s0 much m0ney each time we g0 out. haix!
anywae was fun lu. luff like sia0. haha.
fridae-g0 serango0n. daddy make his car. slacked until finish le g0 bugis walk luh. after tt went funan it mall -.- c0s bro wanna buy thingsss. s0 ex. =\ walk le den g0 h0me c0s quite late. g0 home do thinggs. s0oo tired n had a very early nite. lol.
t0dae-g0 ang m0 kio make daddy car. g0t a guy thr quite cute =x hehe haha -.-" after tt g0 taka lu. spent wh0le dae thr thou i d0n like to g0 thr. lolx. and todae bought uzap n isqueeze. SO FUN =x hahaha. n s0 shiok. lol.
- anywae carrot. wh0 eu toking abt ? eu t0king abt the 0ne i n0e also ? maybe i can r0ughly n0e. =\ cya so0n.
+[[fiive`rebecca]]+

boring day

today don have to work. so long didn slp for so long YAwnnN still feeling tired .so fast half a day gone. dunno wat happen to one of my friend, ask her but she just don wan to tell me anything .hope everything will be fine. siging off :) `siX:KAren>.

BORING DAE.
been surviving on yahoo po0l recently.
anyb0dy wanna plae wit mie ?
HOHO.
>.<
+[[fiive`rebecca]]+

-* thanx everyone for yr wishes *`

today is april the first , went out wif my mummy to marina square to celebrate my belated birthday .. went to eat japanese food.. yummy .. after tat went window shopping.. walk all the way frm marina to suntec city .. at there we went to see a fashion show. all the models look so gorgeous , so tall and they all looked so confident.
oh ya.. i finally found the cream to clean my leather bag , the shop name is 'The wizard' n the shop owner action n the way he talk do look like a wizard hehe.. overall was quite a nice day ..

`*rebecca- .. dun think too much . must overcome all these n u must be stronger . no matter wat happen u still haf us by yr side . thx anyway for yr concern .. see u soon :)
-[ six`' karen '-[